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its only the morning i can tell that today is gonna be a bad day.
this morning i woke up and something happened and it was bad so that made me feel not so good. well after that 'something' happeneed i tried to go back to sleep but all i could was think about all the stuff that happened yesterday and then i started thinking about all the stuff that couldve happened and the stuff that wouldve happened and that made me get really sad and then i started crying but i guess it made me feel better.
i guess he did wat was the best thing to do. i guess it wouldve just been harder for things to go down on wednsday. but it suks cuz i would rather be happy now and sad later, than be sad the entire time. but now thats wats gonna happen, im gonna be sad. ill try to look at the bright side even though i really dont see one.
im sitting here alone up in my room
and thinking about the times that we've been through
im lookin at a picture in my hand
trying my best to understand
i really want to kno what we did wrong
with a love that felt so strong
if only you were here tonight
i kno that we could make it right
i dont kno how to live without your love
i was born to make you happy
cause your the only one within my heart
i was born to make you happy
always and forever you and me
thats the way our life should be
i dont kno how to live without your love
i was born to make you happy
i kno ive been a fool since you've been gone
id better give it up and carry on
cuz living in a dream of you and me
is not the way my life should be
i dont want to cry a tear for you
so forgive me if i do
if only you were here tonoght
i kno that we could make it right
i dont kno how to live without your love
i was born to make you happy
cause your the only one within my heart
i was born to make you happy
always and forever you and me
thats the way our life should be
i dont kno how to live without your love
i was born to make you happy
id do anything, id give you my world
id wait forever, to be your girl
just call out my name, and i will be there
just to show you how much i care
i was born to make you happy......
from the bottom of my broken heart
thers just a thing or 2 id like you to kno
you were my first love,
you were my true love
from the very first kisses
to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even though time may find me somebody new,
you were my real love
i never knew love
til there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart.
but you put a dart
through my dreams,
through my heart
and im back where i started again
never thought it would end.
i keep expecting that hes gonna come up to me or call and tell me that he doesnt wanna be just friends and that he misses me and our hugs and kisses and the way we would spend time with each other and the way we used to walk together and eat lunch together and all the other things like that. but i kno that it aint gonna happen but i still wish that it would.
i didnt think it was gonna be this bad , i mean, i knew it was gonna be bad, but not this bad. i hate it. and i feel miserable and alone and i feel like theres no one to talk to cuz no 1 cares so i have to keep everything to myself and its gonna start building up like last time and its gonna be even harder in the end, i just kno it.
i miss the hugs the most. when we hugged it was like the whole world around us would just disappear and it would only be me and him and i felt safe and loved and cared for but not any more. dam im gonna miss him so much.
and another thing thats bad is that my family is going in the pool but i can tgo in and im gonna be all alone and sad while they are outside having fun and cooling off.
if only some one knew how i felt its so terrible i hate it and ive never felt so alone that its scaring me.
hopefully things will get better, well i kno that they will but hopefully it happens soon.
this morning i woke up and something happened and it was bad so that made me feel not so good. well after that 'something' happeneed i tried to go back to sleep but all i could was think about all the stuff that happened yesterday and then i started thinking about all the stuff that couldve happened and the stuff that wouldve happened and that made me get really sad and then i started crying but i guess it made me feel better.
i guess he did wat was the best thing to do. i guess it wouldve just been harder for things to go down on wednsday. but it suks cuz i would rather be happy now and sad later, than be sad the entire time. but now thats wats gonna happen, im gonna be sad. ill try to look at the bright side even though i really dont see one.
im sitting here alone up in my room
and thinking about the times that we've been through
im lookin at a picture in my hand
trying my best to understand
i really want to kno what we did wrong
with a love that felt so strong
if only you were here tonight
i kno that we could make it right
i dont kno how to live without your love
i was born to make you happy
cause your the only one within my heart
i was born to make you happy
always and forever you and me
thats the way our life should be
i dont kno how to live without your love
i was born to make you happy
i kno ive been a fool since you've been gone
id better give it up and carry on
cuz living in a dream of you and me
is not the way my life should be
i dont want to cry a tear for you
so forgive me if i do
if only you were here tonoght
i kno that we could make it right
i dont kno how to live without your love
i was born to make you happy
cause your the only one within my heart
i was born to make you happy
always and forever you and me
thats the way our life should be
i dont kno how to live without your love
i was born to make you happy
id do anything, id give you my world
id wait forever, to be your girl
just call out my name, and i will be there
just to show you how much i care
i was born to make you happy......
from the bottom of my broken heart
thers just a thing or 2 id like you to kno
you were my first love,
you were my true love
from the very first kisses
to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even though time may find me somebody new,
you were my real love
i never knew love
til there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart.
but you put a dart
through my dreams,
through my heart
and im back where i started again
never thought it would end.
i keep expecting that hes gonna come up to me or call and tell me that he doesnt wanna be just friends and that he misses me and our hugs and kisses and the way we would spend time with each other and the way we used to walk together and eat lunch together and all the other things like that. but i kno that it aint gonna happen but i still wish that it would.
i didnt think it was gonna be this bad , i mean, i knew it was gonna be bad, but not this bad. i hate it. and i feel miserable and alone and i feel like theres no one to talk to cuz no 1 cares so i have to keep everything to myself and its gonna start building up like last time and its gonna be even harder in the end, i just kno it.
i miss the hugs the most. when we hugged it was like the whole world around us would just disappear and it would only be me and him and i felt safe and loved and cared for but not any more. dam im gonna miss him so much.
and another thing thats bad is that my family is going in the pool but i can tgo in and im gonna be all alone and sad while they are outside having fun and cooling off.
if only some one knew how i felt its so terrible i hate it and ive never felt so alone that its scaring me.
hopefully things will get better, well i kno that they will but hopefully it happens soon.