im so fucking sorry
dam i really messed up. if all the stuff that i was told was true, im really sorry i was just joking around i hope that you believe me even though i kno that you wont. i dont kno what else i can tell you except for the i really didnt mean what i said and im really sorry if you dont believe me. i still love you even if you dont believe me and even if you dont feel the same way about me. i kno that you will probably never speak to me again and if you think that that is okay with me then your wrong but u probably dont even care. theres not really anything i can do now exept hope that you'll forgive me and that you will believe me when i say that i really truly am sorry for everything. and ill that i have to tell you is that i could never like emmanuel (sorry emmanuel but its tru) and the same way that you were fuking around with me, i was fuking around with you cuz u kno wat? i kno that emmanuel doesnt like me and i kno that he never will. so w/e you do now is up to you and there aint really anything else i can do or say except .... IM SORRY.