Torri Saves Me
I know it may sound naive or foolish of me to say this. But in these times where I feel so alone. With everything I have been through and am going through. When I feel that I am without strength or that I am going to give up. That I have become so weak from trying to be so strong all of the time. I find myself trying to hang on just a little. I know it may sound stupid to find strength from an actress and or character they protray. But for me, losing oneself in another reality, another life.
It makes it so much easier to try and smile. To forget my own problems. If I could, if I ever met Torri. I'd thank her for saving my life. She as Elizabeth, such a strong character. Inspire me so. She's helped me to stay strong through all of my suffering. She's given me something to hope for. Even if it's just to fool myself into thinking that I have something keeping me going. When I battle with myself when going to sleep, I try not to cry and think that I am just not worth it.
Cuz deep down I know that I am and that if I just stay strong I'll overcome and eventually be happy. That my dreams will eventually come true. That I will be loved and that tomorrow was meant to come for me. Torri helps me to smile. And I look forward to seeing what she'll bring me next. I hope that oneday I can tell her how I looked to her for strength when I felt like giving up.
LOL, listen to me, I sound kinda stupid to myself. But it makes me feel a little better to let someone know.
It makes it so much easier to try and smile. To forget my own problems. If I could, if I ever met Torri. I'd thank her for saving my life. She as Elizabeth, such a strong character. Inspire me so. She's helped me to stay strong through all of my suffering. She's given me something to hope for. Even if it's just to fool myself into thinking that I have something keeping me going. When I battle with myself when going to sleep, I try not to cry and think that I am just not worth it.
Cuz deep down I know that I am and that if I just stay strong I'll overcome and eventually be happy. That my dreams will eventually come true. That I will be loved and that tomorrow was meant to come for me. Torri helps me to smile. And I look forward to seeing what she'll bring me next. I hope that oneday I can tell her how I looked to her for strength when I felt like giving up.
LOL, listen to me, I sound kinda stupid to myself. But it makes me feel a little better to let someone know.
