Sep 30, 2004 16:03
My parents are finally letting me have the money to buy my car. Hooray! One more step away from thid hell hole but then I ask myself, I'm running away from here but where to? What is ahead of me if I leave here? What is ahead of me if I stay here? Meh. Well anyway me getting a car means, I also have to get a job. *pouts*
I dread getting a job, I want the responsiblity at times but then again I'm scared of getting sucked into the working world.
Well anyways, I'm excited and yet I'm scared. Funny eh? I'm still very sick and I'm still being stupid and going out every night. I'm and idiot. Oh well.
-Boots