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well i am so overwhelmed and sick of peoples bullshit!
i believe i am quitting my eyeman job this month, saying this is my last month i can work there because i cannot do it anymore.. i am not going to work only when no one else can, i need to get a job that i kno i will get my hrs i need and be able to pay my own bills. i used to have like 1500$ in my savings for college and I am down to 980$ and its going to be lower then that when i have to put out more money for my credit card for fuckin monavie. i hate when u cant depend on peoples word, jeanne said she was going to pay for the cases which is 230$ if i couldnt sell them, well this week i asked her if she was still buying them and shes like NO, you didnt try hard enough, well you know what blow me! fuck that i am soo mad.. i dont have that kinda money to be wasting, shit i have NO money to waste. also, i babysat christian yesterday and he was sleeping on the bed, well i got a phone call and i went on the opposite side of the house, well he woke up and jeanne being two feet away from him got him adn then came to me with an attidue like well you can go home now, like fuck off! so tina calls me today saying she cant trust me wtih him anymor and they dont wnat me watching him.. like what the fuck ever, i would NEVER let anything happen to him, and they should know that. i think money is getting to their heads and they dont care who they walk on to get there.
well then victorias secret EVERY week schedules me on a day i said i couldnt work, well they are dumbasses like i just cant take it.. they dont listen for shit!!!
i am going to apply at tj maxx and homegoods and if i get one of those jobs wehre i can work 30-40 hrs a week then im quitting victorias secret too! i cant take it anymore.. im soo fucking over this and people screwing ME over.
i hate growing up sometimes.. i sometimes wish i could close my eyes and be that lil girl that mommy and daddy could make everything better.. i just cannot wait to get outta here and finally start my life and finish the goals i have had for soo long..
thanks for reading it all the way if u did.. and listening to me vent/bitch
love you all
jhely cannot wait for tomorrow ngiht
xoxoxo
i believe i am quitting my eyeman job this month, saying this is my last month i can work there because i cannot do it anymore.. i am not going to work only when no one else can, i need to get a job that i kno i will get my hrs i need and be able to pay my own bills. i used to have like 1500$ in my savings for college and I am down to 980$ and its going to be lower then that when i have to put out more money for my credit card for fuckin monavie. i hate when u cant depend on peoples word, jeanne said she was going to pay for the cases which is 230$ if i couldnt sell them, well this week i asked her if she was still buying them and shes like NO, you didnt try hard enough, well you know what blow me! fuck that i am soo mad.. i dont have that kinda money to be wasting, shit i have NO money to waste. also, i babysat christian yesterday and he was sleeping on the bed, well i got a phone call and i went on the opposite side of the house, well he woke up and jeanne being two feet away from him got him adn then came to me with an attidue like well you can go home now, like fuck off! so tina calls me today saying she cant trust me wtih him anymor and they dont wnat me watching him.. like what the fuck ever, i would NEVER let anything happen to him, and they should know that. i think money is getting to their heads and they dont care who they walk on to get there.
well then victorias secret EVERY week schedules me on a day i said i couldnt work, well they are dumbasses like i just cant take it.. they dont listen for shit!!!
i am going to apply at tj maxx and homegoods and if i get one of those jobs wehre i can work 30-40 hrs a week then im quitting victorias secret too! i cant take it anymore.. im soo fucking over this and people screwing ME over.
i hate growing up sometimes.. i sometimes wish i could close my eyes and be that lil girl that mommy and daddy could make everything better.. i just cannot wait to get outta here and finally start my life and finish the goals i have had for soo long..
thanks for reading it all the way if u did.. and listening to me vent/bitch
love you all
jhely cannot wait for tomorrow ngiht
xoxoxo