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im sry i am not perfect.. that im not ur lil girl who kisses ur ass and doesnt have a bad attitude.. im sry. i seriously cant take this anymore... i try to my best in school.. and thats not good enough.. i help out at home.. and that isnt good enough.. nothin is done up to par. i try giving u advice and all u do is call me a fuckin moron.. u kno what im sick of it and it makes me love the fact that i am moving away this year.. away from hell. ever since 6th grade this house has sucked.. im just the bitch that can never do anything right.. or good enough.. or perfe t enough. i dont do drugs.. i dont drink.. i dont have sex anymore.. i dont have a kid.. but u kno what nothin is ever good enough.
i seriously hate waking up.. and my family wonders why i hate being home or hate being around.. well the answer is because when i am all i get done is critized and yelled at.. and interrogated.. and no thanks.. good job.. its ok everything will soon be over. i hate change i rele do.. i hate that i have to leave home and my life here.. but sometimes i cant wait.. i cant wait to be on my own.. prove to EVERYONE that thinks i cant succeed at things.. that i cant have a family.. that i cant keep friends.. prove to them i can do it better then they think i can. and the sad part is i am soo ready to be like fuck u all.. im outta here.
therapy isnt working.. if anything its making me more aggravated.. i hate it. i seriously just feel like im a failure to my family.. to my friends.. to life. i wish i was never born.. it would have saved people alot of heartache and disappointment.
im sry for everything and im sry i am not ur perfect lil girl who u wanted me to be.
i seriously hate waking up.. and my family wonders why i hate being home or hate being around.. well the answer is because when i am all i get done is critized and yelled at.. and interrogated.. and no thanks.. good job.. its ok everything will soon be over. i hate change i rele do.. i hate that i have to leave home and my life here.. but sometimes i cant wait.. i cant wait to be on my own.. prove to EVERYONE that thinks i cant succeed at things.. that i cant have a family.. that i cant keep friends.. prove to them i can do it better then they think i can. and the sad part is i am soo ready to be like fuck u all.. im outta here.
therapy isnt working.. if anything its making me more aggravated.. i hate it. i seriously just feel like im a failure to my family.. to my friends.. to life. i wish i was never born.. it would have saved people alot of heartache and disappointment.
im sry for everything and im sry i am not ur perfect lil girl who u wanted me to be.