Feb 20, 2007 15:07
There is something going on and I can't really explain it without feeling vulnerable and silly, especially via livejournal. All that anyone needs to know is that I am by far the luckiest girl on the face of the planet. Tim spent the entire weekend with me and I could not possibly begin to explain the pure happiness I experienced. I've had boyfriends. I've had loads of boyfriends. Not like this.
Tim is loving and caring and realizes that I am not an object and even if I don't come off that high strung and girly, I still like the sweet things and the sweet talk. This love, this affection is unlike anything I have ever experienced and it feels good to know that he cares about me like I care about him.
He dropped me off @ school this morning and tears fell down my face before he could see them. I wouldn't want him to see them. I know they're meaningful but I don't want him to see them, I don't want to look that silly. I bit them back as school was started but nothing will be the same. This is different. This is my life and I could not be more pleased.
Besides, Erik Lindsey and Erica all like him and that's quite important. I still believe that a best friend is the most significant thing anyone can have.
I made an oath to lose the pooch.