Time for Change
Hey Everyone,
So I've realized that its been over a couple of weeks since I've updated but hopefully you will understand that much has happened since then.
So this is a summer for change. I hope to come back looking different and feeling better. It will happen!! I promise.
I was going to work this summer but my parents were like "just enjoy this summer and babysit for us" so thats what I'm going to do! But I'm also thinking about doing some volunteer work because I'm not going to be able to fit any in during the school year probably and I'm not going to be able to do my gold award because of certain circumstances. So if anyone is interested in coming along, tell me.
Well in relations with school, I BEAT THE SYSTEM!! ha! For all of those who thought I missed too many days of schools in realization I only have to take really one, count that ONE final. I exempted German (A) and Physics (turns out ill be getting a B which sucks since its a L level course). Well I've already taken the APUSH one and then well there is band which basically you just have to show up! So the only ones I have to take is English (but I only have to make a 61 to keep a B so I'm not really considering that I have to nessicarly take it) and Pre-Cal. Pre-Cal is eating my babies. I hate the class and also bad news I have a 76...for semester. So that means that I have to make a 101 on the semester test in order to make a B. So lets just say that my GPA is going to suck.
On that note, College. I really dont know where I'm going next year except that I'm going into advertising and business. Wow that just sounds weird. Next year I'm going to college. I mean I can remember when we were forced to take naps for preschool and learning how to add and subtract and how to do cursive and all that jazz. I just seems really weird in understanding that so I'll be put into an environment where everything is that total opposite. And for all of those who know me you know how protected and secure I am in my content lil bubble of a world. I think I'm going to have a heart attack the first time I get to my dorm and I find like my roommate being this drinker that has all these people passed out on her bed every day! OMG!!!
I'm going to cry. '05 is leaving and I really dont know what I'm going to do. Our lil click is going to shrink and that to me is going to hurt since I really got to know about everyone so much better and going to appreiciate their friendship. At the band banquet I was close to tears cuz it all brought back memories.
Like Jessica, omg, I really love how you can always make me smile when I'm down and that you will always lend an ear.
And Pam, well lets just say there can forever and only be one Pam!!
Gillian, I will forever remember your lil rebelious ways in band. You definately also are able to fit everything into 24 hours which I applaude you for.
Allison, as much as you do and put up with, you always seem to remain calm except for those lil crazy outbursts. Lets just say that you have "connections" < >. lol!!
Will, I definately have to say that you have been one of the most well-rounded person I have ever seen in my life. Even though you still claim that you are a black pimp, you will forever be the blinding white boy with red hair and once had a shaggy mustache. I will always remember the good times we had as a section and as friends!
Katie, Lets just say that you have a BIG personality for a lil person! lol jk. But you still haven't told me who you like?!?! lol
Jenny, ........Jenny what am I going to do?!?! It has been so great getting to know you these past 3 years. I mean you are family to me. You are that older sister. I know we have bickered and fought and cried but in the end, we just have to realize that its a part of a friendship and a sisterhood and how stubborn we both are lol. You are going to be the one I'm going to miss the most because you were always there to guide me and to listen to my endless rantings. It will feel empty with you being there playing the contra during the end and it will feel weird when you aren't there at starbucks lol.
To all the seniors: Please remember all the good times we had and all the memories we have shared. I know that may sound generic and lame but to everyone it holds a different meaning. It may make you remember all our starbucks experiences, band functions, advisories, or simply a smile we shared in the hall. Whatever it is please remember that you will all be missed for your own contribution in my life. Don't forget to come back and visit!
Byers,
Amanda