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Hey Everyone,
Well its been awhile since I've updated but thats just because there has just been a lot of crap to do.
So Today I woke up and knew that once again it was going to be a shitty day. I woke up with the Worst headache. I had stayed up most of the past two nights with only getting about 4 hours all together so it wasn't making matters any better. So I stayed home. I was supposed to have a Pre-Cal test (which I had stayed up the whole night studying for) but now I'm going to have to make that up sometime. Great.... Also I now can't exempt anything. GREAT....... So its just been a shitty day....
But some good news is that we once again have a Pope! and he's German! YAY! I knew we weren't going to have an American pope so I was going for the next best thing. They were really thinking it was going to be the one from Brazil or somewhere in Latin American since Catholicism is the dominant religion there but nope. I dont know if you guys have watched TV or what (cuz you know no matter what station you turn on its going to be about this) but He is going to be going by Benedict XVI but he's nickname is supposedly the Catholic Rotweiler(sp?) cuz this guy is Sehr Conservative with the Catholicism values. So basically this guy will probably not do as much as John Paul II. But I got to see it since I was home when they announced it and it was really neat. Cuz they zoomed in on the white smoke and then all of a sudden the churchbells went off and then there steps out the pontiff! I dunno. It just neat. Props to the Pope!
So I just dont know what to do anymore. I need an escape from all of this. Have you ever had that feeling where you just want to go in an open field away from everything and just scream your head off? Maybe its the medicine speaking but it's just been so rough these past couple of months with everything. I just feel like life has thrown me 2 huge bags filled with godknowswhat and points me up a steep hill. I know adversity will show me the brighter side of everything. I know I should be grateful for what I have. I am! I mean I have everything in means of what my family has given me but its just everything else that all this applies to. Between School, Grades, HW, Band, GS, Friends, Guys.......I just can't see a light right now. I just can't find an escape....
Amanda
P.S. - He isn't one of my candidates for the Hot Guy List but I thought it would be appropriate since he is our new pontiff.