Apr 12, 2005 20:41
Hey Everyone,
Well today was crap....
Band is hell at moment because I have a retarded tonuge. 5th grade screwed me over with how to tonuge properly. I can't do it!!!! I just can't....
My grades are going to be shit on my report card, especially Pre-Cal. Gosh I hate that subject. There is just too much fucking things to remember. Oh and I like how there are all these hidden rules that can all of a sudden happen when the teacher is working the HW in class. But then when I think I can do something to figure out the answer, WELL HECK NO!!! It doesn't work like that. Plus now I'm utterly lost in all this crap we're doing now. I can't wait til school ends.
Also I'm giving up on him!!! Thats it. I just wished he could have opened his eyes and notice me. All these people are trying to tell me to move on since he can't tell that I like him. If he does know then I wish he would say something. And now there is some other girl that he likes. I know its not me... that would be hoping for too much now. Just whatever....
Amanda