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Really is going well with Byeonghyeon.
Things are still kind of awkward when we meet, just hard for conversation. His English isn't that great so I dunno what I should say, and just...I dunno. It's a little weird.
But we've had our first kiss and he's so sweet to me. The girls at work are jealous, even though I think that's just how a boyfriend should behave. Wanted to make out today, but he didn't push for it, so that was nice. Just didn't feel pressured for more or really wanted more, so I think I can hold out on the sex easily with him. But I also do really want it, but I guess just shy around him?? And then on Saturday we will have a party at my house, with lots of drinks. So hope we won't fall into that trap. I should be careful for how much I drink. I think I can push the bar a little on the physical stuff, but still can't pass into the actual sex category.
Melody also says he's more handsome than her own boyfriend even. Hahaha. He's not really my personal style, but yeah, he is really handsome.
I fixed his pants, so he was pantsless under my blanket in my bed for a while today. The button on his pants sorta ripped off, so I sewed it back on.
Things are still kind of awkward when we meet, just hard for conversation. His English isn't that great so I dunno what I should say, and just...I dunno. It's a little weird.
But we've had our first kiss and he's so sweet to me. The girls at work are jealous, even though I think that's just how a boyfriend should behave. Wanted to make out today, but he didn't push for it, so that was nice. Just didn't feel pressured for more or really wanted more, so I think I can hold out on the sex easily with him. But I also do really want it, but I guess just shy around him?? And then on Saturday we will have a party at my house, with lots of drinks. So hope we won't fall into that trap. I should be careful for how much I drink. I think I can push the bar a little on the physical stuff, but still can't pass into the actual sex category.
Melody also says he's more handsome than her own boyfriend even. Hahaha. He's not really my personal style, but yeah, he is really handsome.
I fixed his pants, so he was pantsless under my blanket in my bed for a while today. The button on his pants sorta ripped off, so I sewed it back on.