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Re: Patd
This is the first time I've ever lost something that meant this much to me. Yeah, whatever, they were just a band, but they were also just something I loved. And I don't give a damn who you are, when you lose something you love, you're entitled to hurt for a while. They were a marker in time for me. My entire junior paper was written solely to 'Fever' on repeat for about a month straight. My entire freshman year of college was 'Pretty. Odd.' and I met some of the best people I've ever met because of that music and because it made me feel the way it did, shaped my mood and attitude and expanded my mind to let a whole host of new ideas in. My room is plastered with Ryan Ross's lyrics. Not to mention my posters and t-shirts.
I don't feel like something is gone or as though something's been taken. I don't feel like I've been wronged or that I'm owed something. I feel more as though its the end of an era and that all the moments in time I've tied to that music and those people are tainted now because there's an end date to everything.
I know entropy happens and blah blah blah. But never say it happens quietly. This is the riot. Now is the time to scream and be in pain about it. I will have my due time and be suitably hurt and weepy about it, there's no stopping that. I'm probably gonna go cry in a corner like a big baby, I'll be embarrassed later, I don't have the energy for it now.
This is the first time I've ever lost something that meant this much to me. Yeah, whatever, they were just a band, but they were also just something I loved. And I don't give a damn who you are, when you lose something you love, you're entitled to hurt for a while. They were a marker in time for me. My entire junior paper was written solely to 'Fever' on repeat for about a month straight. My entire freshman year of college was 'Pretty. Odd.' and I met some of the best people I've ever met because of that music and because it made me feel the way it did, shaped my mood and attitude and expanded my mind to let a whole host of new ideas in. My room is plastered with Ryan Ross's lyrics. Not to mention my posters and t-shirts.
I don't feel like something is gone or as though something's been taken. I don't feel like I've been wronged or that I'm owed something. I feel more as though its the end of an era and that all the moments in time I've tied to that music and those people are tainted now because there's an end date to everything.
I know entropy happens and blah blah blah. But never say it happens quietly. This is the riot. Now is the time to scream and be in pain about it. I will have my due time and be suitably hurt and weepy about it, there's no stopping that. I'm probably gonna go cry in a corner like a big baby, I'll be embarrassed later, I don't have the energy for it now.