First post in a long time
I dont't know how to live anymore. I gave him my entire heart and never got any of it back. The memorial helped somewhat, but not entirely. I'm still in denial. He can't be gone, can he? It feels like there shouldn't be a world without him in it.
I keep remembering the times we'd had together. We made a home together. We had late night bus rides. We watched Lost and Futurama and played Halo 3 and Rockband. We worked together. We made love. All of these things meant the world to me and more. Its not fair that he's gone. He was only twenty.