Jun 09, 2004 23:52
nin > and all that could have been
i was going to put this on your last mix. its much more of.. a summertime song to me, then 'the day the world went away'... but the lyrics were mostly all wrong.
im going to try and dl all the nin songs i lost... theyre so cooling.
i listen to them when its hot out.. and the music wassshhhes through the house, the piano feels like waves and drops and drowning.
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it means restless shivering love
im so sorry that i pull away from you sometimes. and i know - you dont want me to be, just like i dont want you to be..
but i get upset.. (not really "upset") about you keeping unsent letters and deleting your messages... because its.. ignoring yourself. ignoring what you initially intend to do - holding yourself back.
and then..
thats exactly what i do.