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Well, I am not dead. Not really. Anyways, I really should make it a point to use my DW more.
Between everything that has been happening in the last few months, I realize that when I type or ramble on my DW. I feel better. Granted, I dont always talk about the maddening doctor visits. The helplessness I feel at watching my mother not being able to move around her and how useless I am. (Which isn't true, but I still feel that way) It makes me feel more depressed than I already am.
So, from now on no matter what I'm feeling. I need to start writing on my DW. Yeah, probably on the really bad days, I'll post about stuff that is just maddening and that I need to get off my chest. In the meantime, I'll talk about other things.
Okay, so...Um, in the last few months, things haven't gotten better for my mom. We didn't find a podiatrist that make house visit. He's incredibly sweet and hilarious. Apart from that, I also spent five days at my friend Kaitlyn house which was a frikkin relief. I just had to decide what to do for the day and that pretty much it.
As October is right around the corner, it mean the NYCC is upon us. Now, I've finally gotten into Kamen Rider. (FoOurze and Double. Now watch the new show Wizard.) I'm planning to cosplay Tomoko Nozoma from Fourze. Clara from DW and my thrid cosplay. IDK. If I happen to find a nice white dress, then I gonna be Ahim de Famille from Gokaiger.
Also, David got me a R4 card for my b-day. It was an awesome gift....Until my DSi disappeared.was stolen. I suspect that the home aid took it since I had my DS with me when I left the ambulette that took my mom, the aid and me to her Doctor visit. I really wanna cry over it since that DSi was a gift from David and so was the R4 card. I am trying so hard not to break into tears. My mom says to wait and see what happens tomorrow. If my DSi mysteriously re-appears, then I know that the aid took it. If it doesn't that means that day was cursed. Seriously, Monday was a terrible day.
That's all for now.
Here's a video!
Between everything that has been happening in the last few months, I realize that when I type or ramble on my DW. I feel better. Granted, I dont always talk about the maddening doctor visits. The helplessness I feel at watching my mother not being able to move around her and how useless I am. (Which isn't true, but I still feel that way) It makes me feel more depressed than I already am.
So, from now on no matter what I'm feeling. I need to start writing on my DW. Yeah, probably on the really bad days, I'll post about stuff that is just maddening and that I need to get off my chest. In the meantime, I'll talk about other things.
Okay, so...Um, in the last few months, things haven't gotten better for my mom. We didn't find a podiatrist that make house visit. He's incredibly sweet and hilarious. Apart from that, I also spent five days at my friend Kaitlyn house which was a frikkin relief. I just had to decide what to do for the day and that pretty much it.
As October is right around the corner, it mean the NYCC is upon us. Now, I've finally gotten into Kamen Rider. (FoOurze and Double. Now watch the new show Wizard.) I'm planning to cosplay Tomoko Nozoma from Fourze. Clara from DW and my thrid cosplay. IDK. If I happen to find a nice white dress, then I gonna be Ahim de Famille from Gokaiger.
Also, David got me a R4 card for my b-day. It was an awesome gift....Until my DSi disappeared.was stolen. I suspect that the home aid took it since I had my DS with me when I left the ambulette that took my mom, the aid and me to her Doctor visit. I really wanna cry over it since that DSi was a gift from David and so was the R4 card. I am trying so hard not to break into tears. My mom says to wait and see what happens tomorrow. If my DSi mysteriously re-appears, then I know that the aid took it. If it doesn't that means that day was cursed. Seriously, Monday was a terrible day.
That's all for now.
Here's a video!
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