my favorite dinosaur would have to be the thesaurus.
The mention of his name is a slippery slope.
All I do is spiral into a thinking frenzy.
Him. Him. Him.
I can't get past it, I can't comprehend.
It's been a month since I last drunk texted / called him.
It was going perfectly fine until his name was brought up.
Now I can't stop thinking, contemplating, reflecting.
More than finding out what happened,
I want to just be friends again.
I seriously hate losing people. I'm sick of it. I find these human beings that I can actually get along with and their souls inspire me and we can get to know one another and still like each other. As I grow older I find how hard that is to actually accomplish.
I just got deja vu about this journal entry..... grrrrreat.
When I see a shirt in the store that I like I want to try it on and see the person I could be.
All I do is spiral into a thinking frenzy.
Him. Him. Him.
I can't get past it, I can't comprehend.
It's been a month since I last drunk texted / called him.
It was going perfectly fine until his name was brought up.
Now I can't stop thinking, contemplating, reflecting.
More than finding out what happened,
I want to just be friends again.
I seriously hate losing people. I'm sick of it. I find these human beings that I can actually get along with and their souls inspire me and we can get to know one another and still like each other. As I grow older I find how hard that is to actually accomplish.
I just got deja vu about this journal entry..... grrrrreat.
When I see a shirt in the store that I like I want to try it on and see the person I could be.