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Write ten statements intended towards 10 different people. Write about something you would never say to his/her face or something that you wish you would have said, but did not. There is no need to tell the person it was about him/her, but if the courage is there, do it.
1. I miss you so much, but I know you're going on to bigger and better things. So many memories!!! I will have to come visit you in college :) You have been a fabulous friend to me, and though I feel I have missed out on a good part of your life, I hope we can still be friends for a long long time, and that we don't loose contact. I hope we can find time to hang out over the summer before you leave me...I luuurve you dahling!
2. Heh, this goes to the person I stole this stupid thing from ;) I feel really bad that we sort of completely totally fell apart after that short month or so we had together. Sometimes I think about it and how different things might have been...you were really nice to me and seemed so innocent and sweet and somewhat impressionable. We never got our lunch either, which makes me kinda sad. I didn't want to say good bye forever, though the drugs and alcohol (oop, well, according to the drivers ed test, alcohol is a drug, but oh well) were often the reason for keeping me away. But it's because of you that I will never look at the escalators at boscovs the same again, or that stupid Open Water movie. Please call me or somethign so we can at least eat lunch...I want to know we at least tried to be friends.
3. I don't think there is anyone living that I hate more than you. It astounds me on how much of a dick you really are, and that everything I had predicted was true. People like you need to be slapped repeatedly to get the stupid assness out of your head. I will never forgive myself for wanting to do things with you, kissing you, or saying that I loved you. I never want to see you again, and I hope that one day while you're alone, by yourself without your parents there to bail you out that you will realize how stupid and selfish you are so you can change your life around. Just maybe it's not too late, but it is for me. Now get out of my life.
4. You, my dear, are the love of my life. You completely threw me off from the first time I met you, and haven't quite ever felt the same since. Your eyes have brought a new meaning to the color blue, and I enjoy every moment I get to have with you. I get scared sometimes that we might not make it, or that I can't help you when your depression kicks in, but I'm always rejuvinated with hope every time you snap back, make a joke, and reassure me that things will be okay. I want more than anything for everything to be okay, and hopefully it will. I adore you so...I just hope we can hold on for eternity.
5. It's amazing to look back 10 years and then back until now to see how we've ended up. In all honesty, you've disappointed me as a person. As a child, I don't think I was ever closer to anyone before. It was my dream to just live at your house, and I practically did. But then things changed. Your brother was born. We went to middleschool. We both met new friends. And through it, somehow, you couldn't hold on to what we were anymore. You gave up your imagination and individuality, and we no longer could relate. All the sudden, it wasn't cool to play silly board games, send our stuffed animals on adventures, or go play on the play ground. You wanted to much to be an adult I guess, that you've forgotten me. Sometimes I feel like you blame it on me, or on my new friends and boyfriend, but really, it's you.
6. I'm not sure I'll ever understand you. You don't understand that you're completely adorable, fun, and attractive, and as result, hang out with people that don't treat you right. Every time they reject you or you get mad, you come to me, I do my best to make you better, but then you go back again and ditch me for them. Over and over again this happens, and I'm starting to accept it I suppose. It just so often seems like they are what stands between you and me, and I will never be your best or most trusted friend. But I suppose this is something I can live with, though it is you that I want to be happy. I only want the best for you, and I hope that one day, you can look back and realize that thats all I've wanted all along.
7. I know that everything I ever did with you was completely wrong and inexcusable. You as a person are completly fantastic, and I took it all and abused it. Someone like you deserves so much better, and I forever feel the guilt of abandoning you. No words can express my sympathy for what I've done to you and for where I've left you. And sadly, it has to all be hidden away...it's not something I can talk about with anyone...and it would hurt the person I trust most. I can only hope that things will get better for you and that you will live a happy life with someone you love. I'll never forget my time spent with you, no matter how hard I try, and I can only wish you the best in life. Please don't ever forget that.
8. Why is it that you make yourself suffer for other people's happiness? Nobody can make people lighten up better than you, but it is to the point of disregarding yourself for it. And you should NEVER make excuses for who you are or be ashamed of it. If you're bi, then by god, STOP HIDING IT AND PRETENDING THAT YOU NEVER WERE. Your family, no matter how hard they try, can't MAKE you be what they want. If that was honestly the way you felt, then just BE IT. I can't stand to see the way they've sort of washed the entire idea out of your head...you are who you are, and if that's part of who you are, then they should accept you for what you've become. You are a wonderful person, and for such a person to live in the shadows of denial that were once open is a crime. Please, open your heart and be what you are, and be happy.
9. Over the years, you have been a great friend to me. We've hung out and gone places, and found interests. And you, unlike other friends, have held on to your imagination and childhood and treasure it always, just as I have. Sometimes I don't feel like I'm a priority, however, and am often left feeling second rate compared to your other friends by saying thigns like how you watned to wait to see that movie with so and so, or that so and so did this and that and aren't they amazing. I can understand this, but maybe if it was just a little more hidden I might feel better about it. I may not be the best person that ever lived, but I hope that I can be just as good as a friend as your others, and aren't considered an afterthought.
10. Smart, successful, and busy is what you are! But also, you are a great friend, and though I don't get to see you very often, you have still tried to make a point every month or so to see me. I'll always remember you as my movie pal, and though some of the movies we've seen together *cough cough THE CAVE cough cough* have been completely terrible, I'm glad we at least had fun watching them together. I will be sure to stay in touch with you and maybe induce my labor for my first child you can deliver it (lol!). But honestly, I do hope to stay with you for a few days next September when you're at school. Pleae don't forget me, and call me sooon so we can go rent another movie!!!!
1. I miss you so much, but I know you're going on to bigger and better things. So many memories!!! I will have to come visit you in college :) You have been a fabulous friend to me, and though I feel I have missed out on a good part of your life, I hope we can still be friends for a long long time, and that we don't loose contact. I hope we can find time to hang out over the summer before you leave me...I luuurve you dahling!
2. Heh, this goes to the person I stole this stupid thing from ;) I feel really bad that we sort of completely totally fell apart after that short month or so we had together. Sometimes I think about it and how different things might have been...you were really nice to me and seemed so innocent and sweet and somewhat impressionable. We never got our lunch either, which makes me kinda sad. I didn't want to say good bye forever, though the drugs and alcohol (oop, well, according to the drivers ed test, alcohol is a drug, but oh well) were often the reason for keeping me away. But it's because of you that I will never look at the escalators at boscovs the same again, or that stupid Open Water movie. Please call me or somethign so we can at least eat lunch...I want to know we at least tried to be friends.
3. I don't think there is anyone living that I hate more than you. It astounds me on how much of a dick you really are, and that everything I had predicted was true. People like you need to be slapped repeatedly to get the stupid assness out of your head. I will never forgive myself for wanting to do things with you, kissing you, or saying that I loved you. I never want to see you again, and I hope that one day while you're alone, by yourself without your parents there to bail you out that you will realize how stupid and selfish you are so you can change your life around. Just maybe it's not too late, but it is for me. Now get out of my life.
4. You, my dear, are the love of my life. You completely threw me off from the first time I met you, and haven't quite ever felt the same since. Your eyes have brought a new meaning to the color blue, and I enjoy every moment I get to have with you. I get scared sometimes that we might not make it, or that I can't help you when your depression kicks in, but I'm always rejuvinated with hope every time you snap back, make a joke, and reassure me that things will be okay. I want more than anything for everything to be okay, and hopefully it will. I adore you so...I just hope we can hold on for eternity.
5. It's amazing to look back 10 years and then back until now to see how we've ended up. In all honesty, you've disappointed me as a person. As a child, I don't think I was ever closer to anyone before. It was my dream to just live at your house, and I practically did. But then things changed. Your brother was born. We went to middleschool. We both met new friends. And through it, somehow, you couldn't hold on to what we were anymore. You gave up your imagination and individuality, and we no longer could relate. All the sudden, it wasn't cool to play silly board games, send our stuffed animals on adventures, or go play on the play ground. You wanted to much to be an adult I guess, that you've forgotten me. Sometimes I feel like you blame it on me, or on my new friends and boyfriend, but really, it's you.
6. I'm not sure I'll ever understand you. You don't understand that you're completely adorable, fun, and attractive, and as result, hang out with people that don't treat you right. Every time they reject you or you get mad, you come to me, I do my best to make you better, but then you go back again and ditch me for them. Over and over again this happens, and I'm starting to accept it I suppose. It just so often seems like they are what stands between you and me, and I will never be your best or most trusted friend. But I suppose this is something I can live with, though it is you that I want to be happy. I only want the best for you, and I hope that one day, you can look back and realize that thats all I've wanted all along.
7. I know that everything I ever did with you was completely wrong and inexcusable. You as a person are completly fantastic, and I took it all and abused it. Someone like you deserves so much better, and I forever feel the guilt of abandoning you. No words can express my sympathy for what I've done to you and for where I've left you. And sadly, it has to all be hidden away...it's not something I can talk about with anyone...and it would hurt the person I trust most. I can only hope that things will get better for you and that you will live a happy life with someone you love. I'll never forget my time spent with you, no matter how hard I try, and I can only wish you the best in life. Please don't ever forget that.
8. Why is it that you make yourself suffer for other people's happiness? Nobody can make people lighten up better than you, but it is to the point of disregarding yourself for it. And you should NEVER make excuses for who you are or be ashamed of it. If you're bi, then by god, STOP HIDING IT AND PRETENDING THAT YOU NEVER WERE. Your family, no matter how hard they try, can't MAKE you be what they want. If that was honestly the way you felt, then just BE IT. I can't stand to see the way they've sort of washed the entire idea out of your head...you are who you are, and if that's part of who you are, then they should accept you for what you've become. You are a wonderful person, and for such a person to live in the shadows of denial that were once open is a crime. Please, open your heart and be what you are, and be happy.
9. Over the years, you have been a great friend to me. We've hung out and gone places, and found interests. And you, unlike other friends, have held on to your imagination and childhood and treasure it always, just as I have. Sometimes I don't feel like I'm a priority, however, and am often left feeling second rate compared to your other friends by saying thigns like how you watned to wait to see that movie with so and so, or that so and so did this and that and aren't they amazing. I can understand this, but maybe if it was just a little more hidden I might feel better about it. I may not be the best person that ever lived, but I hope that I can be just as good as a friend as your others, and aren't considered an afterthought.
10. Smart, successful, and busy is what you are! But also, you are a great friend, and though I don't get to see you very often, you have still tried to make a point every month or so to see me. I'll always remember you as my movie pal, and though some of the movies we've seen together *cough cough THE CAVE cough cough* have been completely terrible, I'm glad we at least had fun watching them together. I will be sure to stay in touch with you and maybe induce my labor for my first child you can deliver it (lol!). But honestly, I do hope to stay with you for a few days next September when you're at school. Pleae don't forget me, and call me sooon so we can go rent another movie!!!!