Eric at friend's house

Sep 09, 2005 15:46

I called Eric and he is apparently at his new friend Andew's house. They are going to hang out, play video games, have dinner, and then go to the football game. Somehow this makes me feel a little bit jealous in some ways, but I am happy in others, because I'm glad he has some male bonding. He also has a Russian friend named Yulie. That's kinda cool.

School today was okay. I didnt have to take any tests as planned...and I explored my inner child in Creative Writing. I was such an imaginative little child. I remember playing all those games with my friends, and I led most of them. We were the best of friends, and it meant the world to be able to play together in our field and make up little games and parts. Back then, we thought we'd be friends forever, and grow up and still be best friends. It's kinda sad now looking back on it, because the three of us have grown up totally different and apart. Leslie is the preppish girl that likes to gossip and wear the latest fasions, Amanda hangs out with all the jocky (and shallow, in my opnion) kids, and acts however everybody else seems to act, and tries to be friends with everybody. And me, I stick to my own group and have very close bonds with my group of friends, smaller then Leslie or Amandas, but with much closer relationships with more worthwhile people (still, just in my opinion). I don't care so much about cloths, but am the only one of the three that has had boyfriends, has their own music style and taste different from what everybody else likes, and seems to seek independence from home. Huh.

Exploring my inner child can be depressing. I wish I was still 8 years old. *sighs*

Since Eric is off with his friends, I think I will try and do the same and hang out with Larissa tonight. I must find a movie to watch.

My Eric and Jenny bracelet is fading on Eric's name. This depresses me as well.

I'm finished now. Hope everybody has a good Friday. Love to you all, ♥ ~Jenny
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