Alone...yet again on another Friday
I practiced my all county orchestra music all day long for the 8 hour session at TJ. Being at TJ made me think a lot about Will, because I sorta called him the day before to say a friendly hello, since I haven't really talked to him in a few months. It made me feel like shit the whole time because I know it would beother Eric a lot of he knew that I called him. I was hoping that I would maybe see him, but I didn't, though I did see Emily, which was cool. Anyway, I feel all weird inside because I know I'm sorta lying to Eric, but I think it's for his own good because he worries too much as it is. Re-reading this makes me suddenly realize what all this sounds like. No, I don't like Will like that, I just miss his friendship since it kinda died in the middle of Ericness. I didn't have sore feelings or anything really, so that's why I just wanted to be on better terms. Eric is still my baby :).
Though I wish he was around tonight so I wouldn't be stuck here at home. We tired to plan to go the mall, but it didn't work out because his dad decided to come and get him early, so we're screwed. Which is a bummer because I can't go anywhere at all because my mom went out to see a play and my dad doesn't plan to be home until around eight. I hate being home alone like this with nobody to talk to or nothing to do. *sigh* I feel so unloved and rejected. Neeeeeed hugs!
Well, that's the update on my boring life. Hey, at least you don't have to hear about it all that frequently nowadays since everything has become all busy and hecktic. Anyway, hope you all are having a good Friday night. Later, ~Kini ♥
Though I wish he was around tonight so I wouldn't be stuck here at home. We tired to plan to go the mall, but it didn't work out because his dad decided to come and get him early, so we're screwed. Which is a bummer because I can't go anywhere at all because my mom went out to see a play and my dad doesn't plan to be home until around eight. I hate being home alone like this with nobody to talk to or nothing to do. *sigh* I feel so unloved and rejected. Neeeeeed hugs!
Well, that's the update on my boring life. Hey, at least you don't have to hear about it all that frequently nowadays since everything has become all busy and hecktic. Anyway, hope you all are having a good Friday night. Later, ~Kini ♥