Oct 27, 2008 22:53
So Momma managed to talk Dad down a bit. She called me last night to try to get me to come home. After some discussion, we negotiated and came to a better solution. I'm back at home after only one day, but I still feel like I don't belong here. I still plan on not seeing my father except for on holidays.
I hate that even with the negotiated terms, I still have a curfew and am basically under house arrest most nights. I have to be home by midnight every other night besides Friday and Saturday nights, which I had to fight for by the way. Those two nights I'm staying over at Brian's. I feel like a fucking 16 year old. I don't need a curfew. I know when I should still be home and when I can still drive. I went away to college and didn't have a curfew. I had NO rules regarding my behavior and look how well that turned out! I got excellent grades and I didn't get raped or pregnant. I don't understand why they could trust me to do well there, but not here, in my own hometown??
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