Jun 15, 2005 06:15
Looking around, it seems stupid of me to think that there is such a thing as a happy ending.
I've made a point to stay faithful in every relationship I've ever been in. Even when times have been shitty, I've always honored the value of commitment in a relationship... I've always felt that if I didn't.. then what's the point?
Everywhere I look I see dishonesty: it's on TV, on the radio, in the newspapers and in the people I associate with. No one seems to care. Whether they're the one's cheating or the one's being cheated on. It really makes me sick. I hate the world we live in.
I don't have a problem with people who sleep around as long as they're single and forward about it. Some people have no intentions of commiting, and I can respect that if they tell the people they're with that's how they feel. What bothers me is these selfish people who want someone all to themself so they lie about the commitment in the relationship and continue to sleep around and try to net other people into their web of lies. I guess I don't understand the greed these people posess. I don't think they'll ever be happy because no one is ever going to take them seriously.
I get hurt everyday by the things I see, whether it's my relationship or others. I know I will never be perfect, I will never be the ideal boyfriend and I will never be the best. That's ok with me. I just want to be happy.
I have a lot on my mind... wish I had a guitar...