Feb 24, 2011 07:43
So I dunno.
I'm really depressed lately.
There's no real cause. I just kind of want to shut down. Do nothing. Sit here forever. Write occasionally, Lie in bed all day.
I am so sick of school. Sick of people. Sick of being around people. Tired of family.
It's snowing really hard outside right now and school is not yet canceled. Fuck Oregon.
Hey I might have a job! That's cool right? A guy at school asked me if I still needed one and he talked to his boss about it, it's from 6-9 or 9:30 on Saturday!
Too bad I've been having panic attacks and I am super afraid to call this guy about the job.
I am too autistic. Maybe I should see someone about that. But I'm too shy and scared to.