bleghhhfg
I am sitting here at school. A bit stressed.
I don't know what to do! I am a bit bored. Tired, too.
I've two research papers to do. One is on a birth control. The other is on anything I want. But I don't know what I want to write about! How perplexing. I am thinking of writing on something about China, or foreign languages, or I don't know.
Lately I feel like maybe medicine isn't for me. I've really enjoyed being around the Chinese exchange students, they are so fun and polite and every single one of them is incredibly adorable. They all seem so happy, too, despite living such a strict hard life full of school and work. But I guess they don't know any better, though now that they've visited America they -do- know better. We've been partying constantly and been getting so many treats and great meals, trying to show them what's so great about America.
Gosh, I think I'm going to cry when they leave on Monday! :(
Regardless, I've always wanted to visit China, moreso than ever. It sounds like such an interesting place to visit. I'm really interested in learning foreign languages again, now.
Of course, I still want to learn Japanese. It'd probably be way easier since I have a very tiny grasp on very very basic concepts.
Maybe BOTH!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!!! who knows!
Siiighghghhgg I s hould be doing homework right now.
I just wanna lie in bed lately. I wanna feel warm. :(
I also want to hug. Give me all the hugs.
How lonesome!
I feel a bit sick. Apple juice, bacon, and french toast isn't a terribly healthy breakfast.
I am a bit sleepy.
I have a ton of homework tonight, and I don't understand most of it.
I cannot comprehend music at all. I'm pretty sure I just massively failed my music test yesterday. The hell is an Anicrusis? and aughhghgg finding out key majors? What the fuck how do I do this shit?
Oh well ,I will get it eventually, somehow.
People are using Tumblr and I don't really like it. It's mostly a whole bunch of shitty re-blogging and it's mostly uninteresting stuff. Livejournal for the most part is interesting, juicy, and personal. Also I followed a bunch of porn artists on tumblr and none of them are posting ~secret unfinished~ art like they would on their Blogger or BlogSpot or whatever. what's the deal with that get to it you guys!
Emerald hasn't been online in quite a few days. The last thing he said to me was his mom called the police on him because he...obeyed her and went to the store to get her cigarettes and milk? Uhh yeah. I am a bit worried but I am sure he is fine, that is a really dumb thing to call the police for.
I am happy though! Dos received my gift and he loves it and I am happy he does! Yes! BIG STUFFED BEARS AND COOKIES AND TRASH
I feel embarrassed to use the internet here because every single page there are weight loss ads with half naked men and women posing and it makes me feel like I am searching for porn yuck.
One more hour to waste until Human Sexuality.
I don't know what to do! I am a bit bored. Tired, too.
I've two research papers to do. One is on a birth control. The other is on anything I want. But I don't know what I want to write about! How perplexing. I am thinking of writing on something about China, or foreign languages, or I don't know.
Lately I feel like maybe medicine isn't for me. I've really enjoyed being around the Chinese exchange students, they are so fun and polite and every single one of them is incredibly adorable. They all seem so happy, too, despite living such a strict hard life full of school and work. But I guess they don't know any better, though now that they've visited America they -do- know better. We've been partying constantly and been getting so many treats and great meals, trying to show them what's so great about America.
Gosh, I think I'm going to cry when they leave on Monday! :(
Regardless, I've always wanted to visit China, moreso than ever. It sounds like such an interesting place to visit. I'm really interested in learning foreign languages again, now.
Of course, I still want to learn Japanese. It'd probably be way easier since I have a very tiny grasp on very very basic concepts.
Maybe BOTH!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!!! who knows!
Siiighghghhgg I s hould be doing homework right now.
I just wanna lie in bed lately. I wanna feel warm. :(
I also want to hug. Give me all the hugs.
How lonesome!
I feel a bit sick. Apple juice, bacon, and french toast isn't a terribly healthy breakfast.
I am a bit sleepy.
I have a ton of homework tonight, and I don't understand most of it.
I cannot comprehend music at all. I'm pretty sure I just massively failed my music test yesterday. The hell is an Anicrusis? and aughhghgg finding out key majors? What the fuck how do I do this shit?
Oh well ,I will get it eventually, somehow.
People are using Tumblr and I don't really like it. It's mostly a whole bunch of shitty re-blogging and it's mostly uninteresting stuff. Livejournal for the most part is interesting, juicy, and personal. Also I followed a bunch of porn artists on tumblr and none of them are posting ~secret unfinished~ art like they would on their Blogger or BlogSpot or whatever. what's the deal with that get to it you guys!
Emerald hasn't been online in quite a few days. The last thing he said to me was his mom called the police on him because he...obeyed her and went to the store to get her cigarettes and milk? Uhh yeah. I am a bit worried but I am sure he is fine, that is a really dumb thing to call the police for.
I am happy though! Dos received my gift and he loves it and I am happy he does! Yes! BIG STUFFED BEARS AND COOKIES AND TRASH
I feel embarrassed to use the internet here because every single page there are weight loss ads with half naked men and women posing and it makes me feel like I am searching for porn yuck.
One more hour to waste until Human Sexuality.