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last night i lone wolfed it to a show. when i do things on my own, my anxiety kicks into super gear and its pretty hilarious.
for example, i didnt officially leave the house until 12am, i spent the whole night almost leaving (getting out the door, walking to the corner, turning around and coming back home x5) changing my outfit 10 times, sitting on my bed wondering if i actually want to go out, etc. anyways, i went to some show and realized how obviously awkward i am to people. how did i come to this realization? well, someone came up to me and actually said "we are leaving to go to another show. if you want, you can follow behind us and we promise we won't talk to you"
for example, i didnt officially leave the house until 12am, i spent the whole night almost leaving (getting out the door, walking to the corner, turning around and coming back home x5) changing my outfit 10 times, sitting on my bed wondering if i actually want to go out, etc. anyways, i went to some show and realized how obviously awkward i am to people. how did i come to this realization? well, someone came up to me and actually said "we are leaving to go to another show. if you want, you can follow behind us and we promise we won't talk to you"