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It's really weird sometimes. It's not as though I don't want to write in my journal; it's just that I never seem to find the time to.
Life is busy. I'm taking 4 classes this semester: World Civilizations, Cultural Geography, Social Statistics, and Writing for the Social Sciences. I feel very out of place in all of them. I'm still fighting with financial aid, trying to figure out wth is wrong with my pin so I can sign my master promissory note and get my loan money.
Work is about to drive me insane. I have 12 hours scheduled this week. Last week I only had 4. I nearly flipped a table.
I have AWA this weekend. I'm really looking forward to it. I still don't know if I'm going to be getting more than a 1 day pass, but I intend to hang out with people as much as possible. I am limiting myself to Artist Alley only: 2 major commissions (20-50), 2 minor (5-10), and 1 OMIGOD HAVE TO HAVE THAT purchase. I really shouldn't even be doing that much.
I've been in a weird place relationship wise -- where for the first time in a very long time, I'm actually wanting to be in one. I refuse to go looking for people to date because I just... have a thing against it, but I'd like to... just... ffffffffffffffff fuck if I know. It'd just be really nice to have someone there.
I think I'm starting to feel my age... that, or depression... or both. I need a change at least. I've been living in this town too long again. Dead end hole and the only way out is to run and never look back.
Life is busy. I'm taking 4 classes this semester: World Civilizations, Cultural Geography, Social Statistics, and Writing for the Social Sciences. I feel very out of place in all of them. I'm still fighting with financial aid, trying to figure out wth is wrong with my pin so I can sign my master promissory note and get my loan money.
Work is about to drive me insane. I have 12 hours scheduled this week. Last week I only had 4. I nearly flipped a table.
I have AWA this weekend. I'm really looking forward to it. I still don't know if I'm going to be getting more than a 1 day pass, but I intend to hang out with people as much as possible. I am limiting myself to Artist Alley only: 2 major commissions (20-50), 2 minor (5-10), and 1 OMIGOD HAVE TO HAVE THAT purchase. I really shouldn't even be doing that much.
I've been in a weird place relationship wise -- where for the first time in a very long time, I'm actually wanting to be in one. I refuse to go looking for people to date because I just... have a thing against it, but I'd like to... just... ffffffffffffffff fuck if I know. It'd just be really nice to have someone there.
I think I'm starting to feel my age... that, or depression... or both. I need a change at least. I've been living in this town too long again. Dead end hole and the only way out is to run and never look back.