Mar 08, 2006 15:07
well i haven't written for a while eh?
life is pretty damn fantastic. utterly amazing.
its really hard to do anything else when your mind is totally focused on a boy...
hehe...around the end of january drew and i finally got around to
admitting we had feelings for each other,
and that we loved each other,
and now i'm going to finally visit him in lincoln
on march 23rd.
he says he pretty much fell for me when we met
and his girlfriend was out of the picture after about a month
i think i'm about the same...i just didn't admit it to myself
for a long time
i didn't want to be "that girl..."
i've never met anyone like this...and i can't believe that someone smart funny, goofy, and romantic could fall for me.
so until he comes to his senses i'm gonna live this up.
talking to someone for 4-8 hours a day
straight for over a month is a little ridiculous
but like i said: i've never met someone like this...
i'm terrified that something this intense can't possibly go on
like we're going to burn out or something
but i dunno i get up and feel better about us everyday.
Anyhooooo
i appologize to you guys for not keeping in touch like i should...
neroli you really are a golden god and i'm going to email you asap
rachel i am coming March28 and we're going to have a fantabulous time
i miss you alll soooooo much!
anyway i hope things are going well and i'm sorry if this
thing has been totally obnoxious...
you can relish in the breakup...
because thats gonna hurt like a bitch.
good day folks see you around spring break i guess?