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Started school today. It went rather well. I'm still a little nervous about it because more people know me than I thought. Hopefully I won't have any problems transitioning during school. I had my second shot, self injected on Tues. 23rd at 10:45am. Did'nt hurt at all. I then drove to Indiana. The effects were a little different this time I was as hyper until much later in the day. Today the same thing. But I still feel incredible. I have not smoked in two weeks or more. I can't, I get very light headed and sick when I do. It's great. My emotions are still very under control. I can still cry. That's very important to me.
I had my first blow up today, but it actually felt good. I raged for about ten minutes and then it was gone and I felt great. Before I would have been angry for hours.
I feel so together and on top of the world. I have very little if any self doubt. It's amazing.
My head is so clear.
I will be self injecting 50ml. every seven days to avoid mood swings. I think this is easier on the body. There will not be as much chemical fluctuation.
My energy levels are still great. My body is growing and requires much feeding and rest. Leg cramps yesterday.
My body seems to love it. Blood pressure was 122. I will have to exercise more and watch my food intake even more closely. I just don't want any problems.
When I get upset now I don't think of self destructive ways of dealing with my problems.
This is all so beautiful. Life is good. I need more sex though.
I had my first blow up today, but it actually felt good. I raged for about ten minutes and then it was gone and I felt great. Before I would have been angry for hours.
I feel so together and on top of the world. I have very little if any self doubt. It's amazing.
My head is so clear.
I will be self injecting 50ml. every seven days to avoid mood swings. I think this is easier on the body. There will not be as much chemical fluctuation.
My energy levels are still great. My body is growing and requires much feeding and rest. Leg cramps yesterday.
My body seems to love it. Blood pressure was 122. I will have to exercise more and watch my food intake even more closely. I just don't want any problems.
When I get upset now I don't think of self destructive ways of dealing with my problems.
This is all so beautiful. Life is good. I need more sex though.