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Not only did I start T, but I started it the day before my birthday. 2 hours after my shot I was so full of energy. That energy has not subsided as of yet. My depression is gone. I have'nt thought about killing myself or anything related to death for that matter. It's wonderful. A** loves it. I just can't get mad. If I get upset a little all I have to do is talk about it for a minute and it all goes away . I really feel like a kid again. Only smarter. My metabolism seems to finally be working right. Whenever I eat I get a huge burst of engery for hours and then I'm hungery again. My muscles are growing and I have a new body part. I did'nt expect that one for a while. My voice has been trying to do stuff since the 2nd day. Now it is actually sounding different. My skin is itching so I;m guessing that even more hair will be growing. I am so happy. I did not know that life could be this nice. My body has taken so well to this. I can no longer smoke . My body is completely rejecting this practice and actually my cravings have been so minimal since I started T. I had no idea that I needed this so bad. I feel so great.
I am truly greatful for A**. I had no idea how horribly depressed I was and she wheathered the storm with me. Thank you so much my beautiful one. I love you. Since my mind has not been filled with horrible and morbid thoughts I have been able to think of other things and feel even more loving and thoughtful.
I am finally home.
I am truly greatful for A**. I had no idea how horribly depressed I was and she wheathered the storm with me. Thank you so much my beautiful one. I love you. Since my mind has not been filled with horrible and morbid thoughts I have been able to think of other things and feel even more loving and thoughtful.
I am finally home.