look back at life, see the simplicity but ugliness at the same time
ok so youre flying through the trees in a forest, running... running... running... BAM! you hit a tree you didnt see in front of you, and did you expect this? well lets see: youre in a forest, surrounded by trees, flying by them at a rate of speed so fast that you would think theres something you will run into eventually, right? but you would think with a rate of trees that thick that it has to be called a forest, that you would eventually run into one... that was one of the most useless statements ive ever made in my life and im actually proud of it because i dont really care right now... david bowie rocks...
why is it that we think that our lives are going to be so easy, then when shit happens, were like oh damn this is going to ruin my life, or make my life perfect- but only if its something good that happened... as you can see, my depression about live, the universe and everything has made me realize that my life has little or no effect on the rest of the world... i would hope that affection would cause someone to care about me, but i see that it doesnt, as i am alone once again... and have been that way since i can remember. ive been told so many things i cant keep them straight who said what, and it doesnt matter because none of those things have worked... told to be an asshole by someone at work, a dick by someone else, to be nice to chicks by someone else, to not care at all by k. perry, told to not care who or what happens, because "its what you do, son" by... guess who... thas right, zach. sorry if this entry takes up too much space, but i dont really care this time. thats it, as the zizzle said earlier, and i should have understood what he meant, we should jus reproduce asexually... that would make life sooo much easier, wouldnt it? i mean, we wouldnt have to worry who to fuck, or who to leave alone, or anything... we could just say fuck life, and make a baby or 5 and then die, without even caring for so much as another individual... but we do, dont we? ive had loves, and still do, tiffany for instance, no matter how far away she lives, *cough* VA *cough* screw it, you people dont care about my bitching so ill let you live your miserable forest infested lives, and not make you conscious of your existence. bye
why is it that we think that our lives are going to be so easy, then when shit happens, were like oh damn this is going to ruin my life, or make my life perfect- but only if its something good that happened... as you can see, my depression about live, the universe and everything has made me realize that my life has little or no effect on the rest of the world... i would hope that affection would cause someone to care about me, but i see that it doesnt, as i am alone once again... and have been that way since i can remember. ive been told so many things i cant keep them straight who said what, and it doesnt matter because none of those things have worked... told to be an asshole by someone at work, a dick by someone else, to be nice to chicks by someone else, to not care at all by k. perry, told to not care who or what happens, because "its what you do, son" by... guess who... thas right, zach. sorry if this entry takes up too much space, but i dont really care this time. thats it, as the zizzle said earlier, and i should have understood what he meant, we should jus reproduce asexually... that would make life sooo much easier, wouldnt it? i mean, we wouldnt have to worry who to fuck, or who to leave alone, or anything... we could just say fuck life, and make a baby or 5 and then die, without even caring for so much as another individual... but we do, dont we? ive had loves, and still do, tiffany for instance, no matter how far away she lives, *cough* VA *cough* screw it, you people dont care about my bitching so ill let you live your miserable forest infested lives, and not make you conscious of your existence. bye