friends

[kingofundrwrld]

well i dont know how many i have i mean i dont think i can tell who r really friends and who r just leading me on and stuff. i mean i guess i have one or two close friends but one ish my gf and the other is..a girl. no real guy friends, is that odd? and also i do have a close friend online i know. she is actually closer to my heart than ne one else i know. i know its risky and im prolly gonna regret this later in life, hopefully i wont but ive put nearly mu entire life in her hands and if something should happen id prolly die mentally, emotionally, psychologically, and other stuff. i did have a pretty close friend , who sahll go nameless, we were pretty close and then i pretty much screwed everything up and now when ever we see each other in a chat room we get all pissy and yell at each other. and her friend comes inot chat alot and hwnever me and her r in chat she puts me down and just says that i totally screwed up
and all sorts of shIt like that