lieing
well ive realized, with the help of a friend of my friend that i am an asshole. my whole f*cking life is a lie. i lie to every one i meet and i only seem to make their problems worse. ive been thinking that i wish i could die, alot more often recently, and this only confirms a reason why i should. the only problem is im afraid to. i want to die, yet i could never go thru with it. hopefully, thisll be resolved soon, i cant deal with my mind being split like this