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I've been thinking recently and I've decided... I don't want to graduate. Sure, I'm excited to move out and go to college and all that. But I don't want to leave. I sure as heck won't miss the work or anything, but it seems like every year I became more and more content with life.
Right now it's comfortable. I'm just really in love with life right now. I don't want to go somewhere where I won't be around all these people. Sure, some of them annoy me, but most of them I'm going to miss. I mean, will I really stay in contact with them in college? And then... I feel if I had more time, I could have something. And I guess I really know nothing can happen with that. But if only I had more time. And all the people I still don't really know. And the people I do know and love being with. I don't want this change, really. I think I'm the only one that feels this way, which kinda makes it worse.
I guess I'll have fun in college? I don't know. Alabama is so big. I'm looking foward to meeting new people, but I just don't like being around a lot of people I don't know. I mean, it took me like two years to come out of my shell at IB, and that's like 350 people. I don't even know how many people go to Alabama.
"Let us go! Though we know it's a hopeless endeaver
The ties that bind, they are barbed and spined and hold us close forever
Though there is nothing would help me come to grips with a sky that is gaping and yawning.
There is a song I woke with on my lips as you sailed your great ship towards the morning."
Right now it's comfortable. I'm just really in love with life right now. I don't want to go somewhere where I won't be around all these people. Sure, some of them annoy me, but most of them I'm going to miss. I mean, will I really stay in contact with them in college? And then... I feel if I had more time, I could have something. And I guess I really know nothing can happen with that. But if only I had more time. And all the people I still don't really know. And the people I do know and love being with. I don't want this change, really. I think I'm the only one that feels this way, which kinda makes it worse.
I guess I'll have fun in college? I don't know. Alabama is so big. I'm looking foward to meeting new people, but I just don't like being around a lot of people I don't know. I mean, it took me like two years to come out of my shell at IB, and that's like 350 people. I don't even know how many people go to Alabama.
"Let us go! Though we know it's a hopeless endeaver
The ties that bind, they are barbed and spined and hold us close forever
Though there is nothing would help me come to grips with a sky that is gaping and yawning.
There is a song I woke with on my lips as you sailed your great ship towards the morning."