its official
ok ill stop hiding and admit it. i didnt graduate, but i guess you all know that.
i was told i was had a 68% in AP bio friday, after the senior luncheon. i thot i was in the clear, but BAM! you know how it is.
ive been ashamed so i havnt said anything nor have i showed up anywhere, and im sorry. i cant hide forever, and im sorry i didnt come to any of the graduation parties planned so far, its nothing personal, it was merely bad timing. i meant to go to jeffs party tonight, but i had to work. i will be attending the parties i was invited to given that it is in my means. i cant hide not because im no longer embarassed, its because i miss all of my freinds, and i didnt get to say goodbye last friday.
i feel like i lied to everyone who asked if i was gonna walk when i answered 'yes', im sorry. up until the time mr barzcack pulled me aside and told me the news, i had every confidence that i would walk with my freinds.
as for my future education plans: my options are A: because it was a college level course, i would have to attend a general science course at UC clermont campus everyday over the NEXT school year. B: i repeat my senior year at Anderson High School. i have chosen option b for several reasons.
1. i will have an entirely new GPA for my senior year with which to work with, giving me greater oportunities for better colleges and scholarships.
2. anderson is free, a college class is not.
3. i have alot of new freinds there, and it would be nice to reconnect with some old ones.
so again i apologize for my failure, please dont think low of me. im a smart person i was just too lazy and blindly confident. i ahve made mistakes all my life and have gotten away with them because of the kindness of others, or doing the minumum amount of work necessary. it is time i paied for all of my mistakes and i accept this as a fitting punishment.
i was told i was had a 68% in AP bio friday, after the senior luncheon. i thot i was in the clear, but BAM! you know how it is.
ive been ashamed so i havnt said anything nor have i showed up anywhere, and im sorry. i cant hide forever, and im sorry i didnt come to any of the graduation parties planned so far, its nothing personal, it was merely bad timing. i meant to go to jeffs party tonight, but i had to work. i will be attending the parties i was invited to given that it is in my means. i cant hide not because im no longer embarassed, its because i miss all of my freinds, and i didnt get to say goodbye last friday.
i feel like i lied to everyone who asked if i was gonna walk when i answered 'yes', im sorry. up until the time mr barzcack pulled me aside and told me the news, i had every confidence that i would walk with my freinds.
as for my future education plans: my options are A: because it was a college level course, i would have to attend a general science course at UC clermont campus everyday over the NEXT school year. B: i repeat my senior year at Anderson High School. i have chosen option b for several reasons.
1. i will have an entirely new GPA for my senior year with which to work with, giving me greater oportunities for better colleges and scholarships.
2. anderson is free, a college class is not.
3. i have alot of new freinds there, and it would be nice to reconnect with some old ones.
so again i apologize for my failure, please dont think low of me. im a smart person i was just too lazy and blindly confident. i ahve made mistakes all my life and have gotten away with them because of the kindness of others, or doing the minumum amount of work necessary. it is time i paied for all of my mistakes and i accept this as a fitting punishment.