Departure time is....

[kingofhearts134]

When I started writing this post I could all of a sudden hear the lady on the intercom in the airport saying stuff like "Flight 933 to New York now boarding at Gate 49B" and... "Flight 197 to Miami will be delayed...". For some reason I have the urge to rush to LAX, buy a ticket to God knows where, and fly fly away... like that one bird in that one

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[analhammster]

Hey buddy if you want to get anything off your chest give me a call (951)660-6612. I know you think life is going pretty crapy and all but like kristle said you got us here to help you out. I know that me and you never really talked that much but that doesn't mean that i don't care for a fellow friend/ family member. Gabe you are like a little brother to me and kyle and you can always count on us to be there for you. Whenever you need someone to talk with or hang out with just give us a call and I will be there in a flash. About your dad. Even though you say you and him weren't that close, it still doesn't excuse the fact that he is your dad. I am sure that he and your mom love you very much and you have to respect the fact that what he did for you while he was alive was what he thought was right. The same goes for your mom, that what she thinks she is doing is right. So cut her just a little slack. I know it sucks and all that she is asking you at the most inopurtune time to move back close to her for "financial reasons" but maybe its because she lost one man she loved already and she feels like she is losing another with you being away from her. Your Dad will ALWAYS ALWAYS be there to support you Gabe no matter where you are in life. I really don't think that you need to talk to a shrink buddy but maybe someone who understands where you are coming from and believe me I have been there done that. I have moved from place to place with my mom and been with people i had no fucking clue where they came from. I have to move home this year for financial reasons. YADA YADA YADA YADA! You are Gabe your own person flesh and blood and ultimently you decide what you want in life nobdy else. A man is the only one in control of his own destiny. Pray and god will show you the path not lead you down it. Its up to us to follow his way so take this in stride and follow his way. God doesn't work through bad things only good.

I know this is kinda all over the place but really if you need/want someone to help with this give me a call. Cause it really really really seems that you are crying out for some people to just stop and listen. Yea your right there are alot of people out there that have alot less then you but that doesn't mean you aren't human and feel hurt too. Talk to you later man. Hope to see you at kristles party

Your brother
Daniel