Honestly whore biscuit the world doesn't revolve around your boobs
Apart from having the most difficult day at work in the morning today I have yet again found another way to fall into Zetsuboushta! I have come to the realization that I have been cursed from unforseen and unknown forces here. During my lunch break I saw the cute girl at work talkin to the Rich about a previous hang out. I thought nothing much about it at that point however when I had gone on my break two of the girls were talkin to him regarding his date plans for later on that day. Well lets just say as the conversation kept going I was starting to suspect something running amuck here. Sure enough my suspicions are confirmed when the first words outta his mouth are cute chick's name when he calls her up on the his cell phone to arrange the date. WTFZ WHORE BISCUIT, our occasional flirts up until now were nothing more than you playing me for a fool!??!? I expected this from hot chick but not from you! First blonde gets takin from Nick and now cute chick gets taken from Rich! It's like everytime I start liking a girl and getting to now her better some fool just waltzs on parade and snatches her away like the boogiman.... or the aliens from The 4th Kind. Abagail Tyler where the @#!$!#@ is my alien retrobution here?!?! This is fucking ridiculous. You know, I've always joked around about dying alone, but everyday it seems more and more likely. I just can't understand how easy it is to be cast aside like that. What happen to me being charming, witty at times, likeable due to my silliness? My randomness was at times quite the show. But now look at me. It's like i'm yesterday's iPod. I no longer have a reason to recieve maintanence, an upgrade, or even a cooler looking cover. I'm literally losing the battles here making me the biggest loser! What's the score now? Zero and six (0-6)???? Blind dates are no go, coworkers, friends from school... which is what like more than 16yrs worth of school??? acquaintances from parties... mmm good times... but really now if there seriously is tons of fish in the sea then where the fuck are they chillin at? cuz i sure cant find any. randomly going up to girls and asking them out will make me a wierdo psycho. going on internet dating websites will make me a pathetic nerd loser face. buying an overseas bride is just outta the question cuz i have no money for that shit. so what is a guy to do? ive ran outta towels to throw in ive thrown them all too many a time. i havent been afraid of anything since overcoming my fear of watching Mars Attacks... yes i was afraid.. those martians were freaky lookin... but now im starting to fear the day i breakdown...like full on mentally depressive i stop breathing shit breakdown. during the worst days of my recovery before, i had slept through days without going to work or school... i fear those days are ahead of me again... and just.. want to vomit now...