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A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that i saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And i don't think i can look at this the same
But all these miles that seperate
Disappear now when i'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life was overrated
But i hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything i know,and anywhere i go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
3 Doors Down - Here Without You
I miss Emily so much, I can't take it anymore. I know I see her in school, but its not enough, I have to concentrate in school and worry about class. I never cry anymore, but I am now and it wont stop.....I never noticed how much I always miss her, I keep everything bottled inside and i don't even notice. why, why, WHY? Why can't we just see each other like normal couples, if I could just see her for like 2 hours every other day, anything I will take just to see her gorgeous appearance. I have learned you can not be happy all the time because that is how i try to be and its impossible because everytime i always breakdown like I am doing now. If I could just have her with me, some day, some night, some place, some where I dont care I just want to hold her and stare at her. Why isn't life fair all the time? why can't everyone get what they need not want. Yeah I am seriously here without her, think about her all the time, and she is on my lonely mind this song fits me and her perfectly therefore I dedicate it to her very heavily almost means as much as Rose Of Sharyn to me maybe the same I don't know. All I feel now is hate, depression, lonelyness, sadness, and lonelyness and lonelyness, and feeling so left out, and I just miss her more than any other time I have felt.
My life isn't complete without her around she makes me confirm my heart to be complete. I cant even make contact with her. Do you know what this does to me? Do you know what is happening to me right now? yeah I am crying, punching everything and I must have dropped my head on the keyboard/desk about 14 times now. How many times can I complain? I dont know but its only me and her that care no one else does, no one seriously, everyones attitude is just, suck it up, yeah well i have sucked up so much that it turns into an emotional breakdown and I can't be in love this much and see this girl so less.
I can't type this anymore goodbye, hope you have a good weekend everyone and goodnight
I do Love Emily and miss her like........forget it