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All I see around me are people trying. People trying not to hurt. People trying to make their lives better. People trying to forget, or trying to remember. Everyone tries to look happy so people don't see their pain. And some people actually are happy.
Life isn't what I thought it was.
In the past few weeks I've met so many amazing people it's almost impossible to keep track of everyone. I never knew things like this existed. Movies and books and games and all that don't really give you an indication of what life is really like. I still don't know, but I've given up my desperate search and decided to just live.
Starting next week I'm going to be working a real job in the Tulane library, so I'm going to either be in class or at work 9 to 5 every weekday. I've given up on trying so hard and now I'm focusing on building a real life, rather than a pointlessly introspective, self absorbed one. I'm going to start saving money for the future. I'm excited.
This has been a really self-important enrty. On a lighter note, I sent waves of negative energy to a really drunk guy at the Neutral Ground(he was very appreciative). Because of the Super Bowl there were only a few regulars at open mic tonight, it was really cool.
Uh, later. Please comment, and stuff. Yay.
Life isn't what I thought it was.
In the past few weeks I've met so many amazing people it's almost impossible to keep track of everyone. I never knew things like this existed. Movies and books and games and all that don't really give you an indication of what life is really like. I still don't know, but I've given up my desperate search and decided to just live.
Starting next week I'm going to be working a real job in the Tulane library, so I'm going to either be in class or at work 9 to 5 every weekday. I've given up on trying so hard and now I'm focusing on building a real life, rather than a pointlessly introspective, self absorbed one. I'm going to start saving money for the future. I'm excited.
This has been a really self-important enrty. On a lighter note, I sent waves of negative energy to a really drunk guy at the Neutral Ground(he was very appreciative). Because of the Super Bowl there were only a few regulars at open mic tonight, it was really cool.
Uh, later. Please comment, and stuff. Yay.