heroin
it will ruin your friendship faster than anything i've ever felt.
Alex was my best friend, i've known him since we were in the 8th grade together. we lived close to each other our whole lives (pretty much) and would kick it any chance we got. he was always a little strange, but never the less we were best friends for life. we hung out together, went camping, driving, went to see infected mushroom together. damn near inseperable.
one month ago we got new neighbors, those people just so happen to be heroin addicts and dealers.
alex has always kinda messed around with oxy contin, but it was NEVER out of control, just a once a month or so kind of thing when he had extra money and it was around him.
Now that these neighbors are around ALL the time, he is high ALL the time.
i come home and find the empty trails of where he basically had a heroin party the night before.
Literally everyone he brings over, the neighbors, his friends and their friends, all come over to do heroin. while as far as i know none of them shoot it up...its not any different. Its still taking this horrible drug. sometimes there is 5-6 people over at once all railing it and smoking it.
it stinks, it makes you lazy and retarded, and destroys your body quicker than you could ever imagine.
I've voiced to him how strongly i am against that shit, and how much it hurts me to see him use, and all i get back is "oh its cheaper than OC's" or "oh its not that bad, im not addicted or anything"
then tell me why he just sold his prized possession, his 42 inch flat panel plasma tv. that thing was his baby, he got it when he moved in as a gift to himself and turned around and sold it for "extra money"
now sure he coul dhave paid bills with that extra money, but if i know drug addicts...and i do...that money went to support his habit.
the worst part of all of this is that he doesnt even care that he has single handedly ruined 9 years of friendship in a matter of one month.
He is too high to even care that it hurts me to see him do this and it also hurts me that he doesnt care that he is putting me in a bad situation.
Not only am i an ex drug user (hey i still drink and sometimes take some vicodin, but i used to do meth, smoke pot 24/7, and take OC as well) so by having this shit around me all the time it is just triggers. Not only that, but what if something happens at the house and he gets busted and i get in trouble just for being an accomplice or whatever. I will not put myself in this situation any more.
So i am getting out and into a better situation.
On the day i finally move out, he will finally know that until he gives this shit up and wakes up and realized what pain he has caused me, i won't speak to him ever again. It hurts to do such a thing, but if he isn't willing to listen to me, i have nothing to say.
Alex was my best friend, i've known him since we were in the 8th grade together. we lived close to each other our whole lives (pretty much) and would kick it any chance we got. he was always a little strange, but never the less we were best friends for life. we hung out together, went camping, driving, went to see infected mushroom together. damn near inseperable.
one month ago we got new neighbors, those people just so happen to be heroin addicts and dealers.
alex has always kinda messed around with oxy contin, but it was NEVER out of control, just a once a month or so kind of thing when he had extra money and it was around him.
Now that these neighbors are around ALL the time, he is high ALL the time.
i come home and find the empty trails of where he basically had a heroin party the night before.
Literally everyone he brings over, the neighbors, his friends and their friends, all come over to do heroin. while as far as i know none of them shoot it up...its not any different. Its still taking this horrible drug. sometimes there is 5-6 people over at once all railing it and smoking it.
it stinks, it makes you lazy and retarded, and destroys your body quicker than you could ever imagine.
I've voiced to him how strongly i am against that shit, and how much it hurts me to see him use, and all i get back is "oh its cheaper than OC's" or "oh its not that bad, im not addicted or anything"
then tell me why he just sold his prized possession, his 42 inch flat panel plasma tv. that thing was his baby, he got it when he moved in as a gift to himself and turned around and sold it for "extra money"
now sure he coul dhave paid bills with that extra money, but if i know drug addicts...and i do...that money went to support his habit.
the worst part of all of this is that he doesnt even care that he has single handedly ruined 9 years of friendship in a matter of one month.
He is too high to even care that it hurts me to see him do this and it also hurts me that he doesnt care that he is putting me in a bad situation.
Not only am i an ex drug user (hey i still drink and sometimes take some vicodin, but i used to do meth, smoke pot 24/7, and take OC as well) so by having this shit around me all the time it is just triggers. Not only that, but what if something happens at the house and he gets busted and i get in trouble just for being an accomplice or whatever. I will not put myself in this situation any more.
So i am getting out and into a better situation.
On the day i finally move out, he will finally know that until he gives this shit up and wakes up and realized what pain he has caused me, i won't speak to him ever again. It hurts to do such a thing, but if he isn't willing to listen to me, i have nothing to say.