There are certain people I despise for no reason...yep
I am grumpy. Today is a grumpy day. I'm at work, have to go home and pack, have no real direction, will be sleeping on my hardwood floors soon, have lots of applying and planning to do...generally want to hang myself by my neck in my fucking closet. I'm leaving so many people that I love (granted I'm moving in with Reagan which will nullify that somewhat). I may never see some of these people again. Ever. I really like most of them. What the hell's to become of us?! I'm no good at keeping in touch with people! And I'm grumpy because I'm lonely. I'm awful sick of being teased and fooled around with. While it may be instantaneously gratifying, it makes one feel worthless in the long run. Especially when I see my "significant others" unhappily with their actual significant others. I'm good enough to fool around with but you don't care enough about me to date-fuck you. In that respect, I'm glad I'm leaving. Although, a week is plenty of time let myself be fucked over. I'm comin home, wifey!!!