May 20, 2005 14:56
Okay, so the whole thing with me and Jennay is kind of developed into a straight up friendship which is cool, but well I guess I'm just a little disappointed. Jen is really cool that's why I don't mind just being friends, but I was hoping she'd be interested in me in other ways. I came to this conclusion when we were hanging out last friday night and everything was cool and we all just seemed kind of bored...I don't know why we stuck around instead of just leaving and finding something else to do...until this guy that apparently Jennay had a crush on comes over and she starts talking to him. Well you know how when you're really nervous around somebody you do silly things like figet and whatnot...well Jen was doing these things while she was talking to this guy. I'm thinking back to the party and thinking, what the hell is wrong with me...I was such a stick in the mud it was pathetic, well at least A.J. kept me company all night, she even gave me a silly nickname...she's pretty cool...I really clam up when being taken out of my element and around people that I hardly know ;)
Next topic, internet dating.
So yeh, the other night I kind of go out on a sorta date with this girl that I met on the internet. Hmmm, it was interesting to meet someone and almost not be able to recongnize them from the picture that they posted of themselves. I don't really understand why someone would do such a thing, but I was kind of taken back. When I got home I tried to figure out if maybe I was just looking at the image wrong or something...nope, the picture had to of been a couple of years old and the girl I was looking at looked to be about 30 to 40 pounds heavier than the one in the picture. I was a little upset by this, I felt like in some way I had been tricked...the picture I saw was quite a misrepresentation of the person I met, but she was nice and we had an alright time going to the movies, but I don't think I would do it again, there were just some obvious gaps in the interest we had and not to sound conceited, but she didn't seem to be the most intellectaul person, a little airy, and she didn't seem interested anyway.
So one strike and one base hit into a future friendship...I guess I'm just starting to get a little lonely, it's been almost six months since I have noticed if anyone has had any real interest in me, but I'll keep my hopes up a little longer. Man this went really emo, really fast, I need to stop that ;P