Jul 10, 2005 23:52
Is there a reason why everyone decides to go away at the same time?
To be honest this summer hasn't been that great so far. With all my close friends being away on vacations and whatnot there's no one to hang out with in my free time when I'm not working. And like I can't hang out with Mike every night since ya know he has his friends and stuff. I mean I do see Fullman at work everyday and I'll hang out with Kathryn or whoever at nights. I actually hung out with Craig and some people last week and it was fun. But all I'm saying is I really miss having everyone around. And it's made me in this really weird mood lately and I'm sorry to anyone that has had to deal with it the past few days.
So Fran returns this week which I'm happy about. Carden doesn't come back until the 27th, which is when Jess and Ian come back as well. I feel like I'm spending all my time just waiting for people to come home...Which isn't good because I don't want to waste the time I do have here. Summer really is already going by fast and everyone's going to be leaving soon. It's so weird and I'm dreading the middle/end of August when everyone starts to leave. Ahhhh. I've been thinking about it soooo much lately...how much it's going to suck saying goodbye to everyone. That's probably part of my mood as well. So again, I'm sorry to everyone who has had to deal with me.
But for now...as much as it bothers me I just want to forget about it all and have fun. Honestly this summer's going to go by too fast as it is and I don't want to look back and regret not making the best of it. So I think it's just better to have fun for the rest of the summer...and just cross that bridge when I get to it.