For Eyes ONLY!!
Ok so I'm making this entry an eyes only one... no commenting here, no talking to me about it later, feel free to talk to others... but tell them not to talk to me...
So just a little while ago I had a slight panic attack about all the stuff that’s going on in my life, believe me there's a lot (Britt doesn't even know it all)... and I've decided something... (If some are vague there is a reason for it...)
I will remain in the regional tryouts, no matter how much stress this will cause me and how much I really DO hate having to sing for someone who will judge me, I figure if I pull out it won't look that good for the "little kids" cause I mean if I can't handle it can they?? So I guess I'll just go through with it and do the song that Mrs.Evans wants, I mean I like the song and all but... I'm not sure...
I have decided that I will attend college, like that was ever a doubt in my mind... I'll probably go to ASU and I probably will not be involved in choir, my life won't have anything to do with choir so the only reason for it being there for me is the friends and "fun"
I don't want to do anything with my life as of yet, I'd like to work with Special needs kids, but teaching doesn't look so great right now...
I don’t want to try out for the musical... I'd rather work backstage and regret never trying out; this is the reason why I'm not at the "workshop" today... I've decided I'll be better off... I survived last year...
I want the Wassail solo... I'll even get real Loud...
Il Est Ne is a way for Mrs.Evans to still glorify the "women of Sol" without splitting them up into another group...
I feel bad that APAC is gonna get bitched at... even if its only a little bit...
I'm a useless blob of flesh and I really don't have a purpose... as of now, perhaps I'll find one later...
Ok that’s my ranting for the day remember FOR EYES ONLY!!!!
So just a little while ago I had a slight panic attack about all the stuff that’s going on in my life, believe me there's a lot (Britt doesn't even know it all)... and I've decided something... (If some are vague there is a reason for it...)
I will remain in the regional tryouts, no matter how much stress this will cause me and how much I really DO hate having to sing for someone who will judge me, I figure if I pull out it won't look that good for the "little kids" cause I mean if I can't handle it can they?? So I guess I'll just go through with it and do the song that Mrs.Evans wants, I mean I like the song and all but... I'm not sure...
I have decided that I will attend college, like that was ever a doubt in my mind... I'll probably go to ASU and I probably will not be involved in choir, my life won't have anything to do with choir so the only reason for it being there for me is the friends and "fun"
I don't want to do anything with my life as of yet, I'd like to work with Special needs kids, but teaching doesn't look so great right now...
I don’t want to try out for the musical... I'd rather work backstage and regret never trying out; this is the reason why I'm not at the "workshop" today... I've decided I'll be better off... I survived last year...
I want the Wassail solo... I'll even get real Loud...
Il Est Ne is a way for Mrs.Evans to still glorify the "women of Sol" without splitting them up into another group...
I feel bad that APAC is gonna get bitched at... even if its only a little bit...
I'm a useless blob of flesh and I really don't have a purpose... as of now, perhaps I'll find one later...
Ok that’s my ranting for the day remember FOR EYES ONLY!!!!