This shadow isn't in the past anymore. [part 7]
Title: This shadow isn't in the past anymore. [part 7]
Pairings: YooMin
Rating: PG
Warnings: Fluff, plot, The shadow..
Genre: Fluff
A/N: This is the calm before the storm, The moment where Micky see's his world flipped and everything fails into chaos.
Two bodies finally slipped into the heat filled spray of the shower as their tongues danced around each others. Hands roving as they cleaned come off wet skin finally soap was added to the mix of water & kisses as the water slowly turned cold prickling the hairs on their skin.
"so when's lunch?"
"don't you mean WHERE on my body is lunch."
Micky licked his lips as he ran his hands over his wet body stopping to tweak muscle or a nipple.
"that's corny Micky"
"but...... You know you want to find out."
............
The figure bounced on his heels leaning over the rails of the patio muscles straining as he leaned over for a better angle into Micky's apartment.
Dark brown eyes refocused on black outlines of figures moving around the bedroom to close to be dressing the figure mentally stabbed the taller man as he lowered the shorter man onto his bed.
"Micky will be mine again."
With that last word uttered out aloud a cruel evil vindictive smile crossed plump lips his body groaning as he swung stealth like back up right.
"mine."
He sung as he slunked his hands into his pockets whistling as he entered back inside shutting the door with a dull thunk.
...........
Monday seemed to lag as Changmin hummed around the office a large smile plastered his face which more then one person commented on.
Nothing could ruin this day he thought as he pushed more papers through the paper shredder nothing.
4pm hit as Changmin emailed the last of the files off his smile returning as he lent back in his chair stretching his arms out behind his head moaning as a satisfied groan left his tense body.
...........
"come on come on come on!! Uuugh! COME ON!"
Micky was glaring at the clock as it's hands slowed he threw his hands up in the air as he pushed out from behind his desk letting his chair wheel him across the room stopping as it clunked the corning on the wall, he lent an arm out to lean it against the cool of the window as he placed his forehead on it as he looked down on the park across the road.
Micky froze as a figure pushed back into the shadows of the trees Micky blinked shaking his head, no way he thought he was seeing things.
He lifted from his chair as it rolled back across the room smacking hard back behind his desk his body trying to mould to the large window as he searched for the figure his eyes narrowing to the spot where Micky had seen it last, he felt eyes looking back at him as he punched hard at the window screaming incoherently behind thick glass the figure just smiled back as he turned & walked off not caring whether Micky saw his smile or not.
People walking across the road stopped to look up at Micky who was still punching the glass & screaming, his face red as he slumped to his knees his hands fixed above his head palms clinging to the glass as his head lowered & he took a much needed breath tears started to rolled down his cheeks.
Micky hadn't noticed Mirrah walking in dropping her paperwork as she raced over to him pulling him from the glass placing herself between it & Micky he emotionally slammed his hand on the window before allowing her to take him in her long slender arms.
Micky took in the musk perfume as he sobbed back tears crinkling her shirt in his white knuckled fist he grabbed for more of her as all of his past was thrown at him his eyes went fuzzy then black took over them as he passed out from shock words just as fuzzy echoed into his brain before it shut off completely.
Darkness...
………………..
Changmin strutted to the elevator pushing the button as his phone buzzed in his jacket pocket fishing it out he smiled as Micky's name lit up.
"Hey Micky… Micky.. Hello? hello? Micky are you there?"
"uuuuuugh… uggh! Changmin-ssi?"
"Yes! whose this?"
"I'm Mirrah, Micky's assistant"
Changmin's heart raced as thoughts of Micky plagued his mind most of them Micky was in pain or hurt some way, his voice shook and his eyes went fuzzy as he rushed the elevator.
"Tell me he's ok Mirrah. He is alright isn't he?"
"Ummm yes…. He saw something and was yelling at someone or something over in the park he was ghost white when I found him, then he passed out. He won't talk to me he's curled up in the corner whispering two names."
"Two names?"
"Yes your's and another which I don't know"
Changmin flinched as the name left his lips, it couldn't be it shouldn't have been, why would he be whimpering that name for.
"It wouldn't be Junsu would it?"
"Yes how did you know?"
"Nevermind I'm in your building now."
Changmin raced for Micky's door and entered without knocking searching the room for Micky's shaken body. He found him rocking lightly in a corner behind his desk head in his legs whispering and whimpering as he rocked back on the balls of his feet. Min crotched infront of Micky taking his hand, using his lean fingers to reach under Micky's chin to lift his eyes to his. Micky's eyes were red and swollen and slightly glazed over which soon faded as he clambered forward pulling himself into Min's chest letting his tears soak into the other's shirt.
"It couldn't have been.. No.. NO.. no.. nononono.. It couldn't.. nope no.. he's dead, they told me he's dead…."
"It's ok Micky.. shhh! I'm here."
Micky pulled at Changmin trying to mould their bodies together, his head shakingly rested in Changmin neck his hands were in death grips on the back of Min's shirt his legs were pulled to the side only to have Changmin grab him and pulled Micky into his lap allowing Micky to have better access to him. Changmin ran his hands through Micky's hair as he rocked them both the other hand circled around Micky's back as he whispered reassuring words into Micky's ear.
"I'm taking you home, ok"
Micky didn't answer he just clung tighter onto Min one hand snaked into Changmin's hair pulling lightly to give Min the idea to move, Changmin placed a hand on the floor uncurling his legs as his other hand stayed under Micky's ass as he pushed up off the floor taking Micky up in his lap as Changmin rose Micky uncurled his legs until they were both standing, Micky pushed away from Changmin enough to look over at Mirrah and smiled letting her know it was ok, she returned the smile and opened the office door.
"Please take me home Min-ah.. please! I don't wanna be here."
The drive home was long and it took all of Micky's strength not to reach over and curl into Changmin who was driving, his hands shook and his mind kept replaying that dark shadow over and over again placing Junsu's face on it every time, He shook his head trying to erase the thought and emotions. He felt like throwing up and his head pounded his body craved comfort and his head wanted alcohol to drown out anything and everything at that time his leg began to twitch trying to control his emotions he looked over once at Changmin then again he shakingly reached over to place a hand on Min's thigh just so he had something to distract him, Changmin smiled taking Micky's hand in his pulling it up to his lips and kissing it softly.
……………..
Changmin undressed Micky who stood there completely motionless only moving when Min motioned him to, Min pulled back the blankets of Micky's bed and ushered him into it pulling the covers back over tucking Micky in. Changmin tenderly brushed hair from Micky's face as he lent down kissing Micky's forehead as he turned to his side pulling Min's arm around his waist silently motioning Min to curl up behind him, Changmin kissed the back of Micky's head as he pulled Micky closer to his body.
"Changmin make me love him less, My heart can't take it anymore."
"I'm here for you, now please try and sleep. I promise I'll be here when you wake up."
Micky turned his face to meet Changmin's eyes as he smiled a little relaxing into Min's body his mind wanted to fight the sleep that was creeping up on him, his heart wanted to fight the feeling that fluffily silly feeling that left him light headed, how could someone he just meet be such a good thing, did he dare to admit he cared for Min, hell did he dare to admit to the love that was filling his heart, Micky just smiled as the words of promise echoed into his over sensitive body as he drifted into a light sleep.
"I'll protect you Micky, I promise I won't leave you."
Pairings: YooMin
Rating: PG
Warnings: Fluff, plot, The shadow..
Genre: Fluff
A/N: This is the calm before the storm, The moment where Micky see's his world flipped and everything fails into chaos.
Two bodies finally slipped into the heat filled spray of the shower as their tongues danced around each others. Hands roving as they cleaned come off wet skin finally soap was added to the mix of water & kisses as the water slowly turned cold prickling the hairs on their skin.
"so when's lunch?"
"don't you mean WHERE on my body is lunch."
Micky licked his lips as he ran his hands over his wet body stopping to tweak muscle or a nipple.
"that's corny Micky"
"but...... You know you want to find out."
............
The figure bounced on his heels leaning over the rails of the patio muscles straining as he leaned over for a better angle into Micky's apartment.
Dark brown eyes refocused on black outlines of figures moving around the bedroom to close to be dressing the figure mentally stabbed the taller man as he lowered the shorter man onto his bed.
"Micky will be mine again."
With that last word uttered out aloud a cruel evil vindictive smile crossed plump lips his body groaning as he swung stealth like back up right.
"mine."
He sung as he slunked his hands into his pockets whistling as he entered back inside shutting the door with a dull thunk.
...........
Monday seemed to lag as Changmin hummed around the office a large smile plastered his face which more then one person commented on.
Nothing could ruin this day he thought as he pushed more papers through the paper shredder nothing.
4pm hit as Changmin emailed the last of the files off his smile returning as he lent back in his chair stretching his arms out behind his head moaning as a satisfied groan left his tense body.
...........
"come on come on come on!! Uuugh! COME ON!"
Micky was glaring at the clock as it's hands slowed he threw his hands up in the air as he pushed out from behind his desk letting his chair wheel him across the room stopping as it clunked the corning on the wall, he lent an arm out to lean it against the cool of the window as he placed his forehead on it as he looked down on the park across the road.
Micky froze as a figure pushed back into the shadows of the trees Micky blinked shaking his head, no way he thought he was seeing things.
He lifted from his chair as it rolled back across the room smacking hard back behind his desk his body trying to mould to the large window as he searched for the figure his eyes narrowing to the spot where Micky had seen it last, he felt eyes looking back at him as he punched hard at the window screaming incoherently behind thick glass the figure just smiled back as he turned & walked off not caring whether Micky saw his smile or not.
People walking across the road stopped to look up at Micky who was still punching the glass & screaming, his face red as he slumped to his knees his hands fixed above his head palms clinging to the glass as his head lowered & he took a much needed breath tears started to rolled down his cheeks.
Micky hadn't noticed Mirrah walking in dropping her paperwork as she raced over to him pulling him from the glass placing herself between it & Micky he emotionally slammed his hand on the window before allowing her to take him in her long slender arms.
Micky took in the musk perfume as he sobbed back tears crinkling her shirt in his white knuckled fist he grabbed for more of her as all of his past was thrown at him his eyes went fuzzy then black took over them as he passed out from shock words just as fuzzy echoed into his brain before it shut off completely.
Darkness...
………………..
Changmin strutted to the elevator pushing the button as his phone buzzed in his jacket pocket fishing it out he smiled as Micky's name lit up.
"Hey Micky… Micky.. Hello? hello? Micky are you there?"
"uuuuuugh… uggh! Changmin-ssi?"
"Yes! whose this?"
"I'm Mirrah, Micky's assistant"
Changmin's heart raced as thoughts of Micky plagued his mind most of them Micky was in pain or hurt some way, his voice shook and his eyes went fuzzy as he rushed the elevator.
"Tell me he's ok Mirrah. He is alright isn't he?"
"Ummm yes…. He saw something and was yelling at someone or something over in the park he was ghost white when I found him, then he passed out. He won't talk to me he's curled up in the corner whispering two names."
"Two names?"
"Yes your's and another which I don't know"
Changmin flinched as the name left his lips, it couldn't be it shouldn't have been, why would he be whimpering that name for.
"It wouldn't be Junsu would it?"
"Yes how did you know?"
"Nevermind I'm in your building now."
Changmin raced for Micky's door and entered without knocking searching the room for Micky's shaken body. He found him rocking lightly in a corner behind his desk head in his legs whispering and whimpering as he rocked back on the balls of his feet. Min crotched infront of Micky taking his hand, using his lean fingers to reach under Micky's chin to lift his eyes to his. Micky's eyes were red and swollen and slightly glazed over which soon faded as he clambered forward pulling himself into Min's chest letting his tears soak into the other's shirt.
"It couldn't have been.. No.. NO.. no.. nononono.. It couldn't.. nope no.. he's dead, they told me he's dead…."
"It's ok Micky.. shhh! I'm here."
Micky pulled at Changmin trying to mould their bodies together, his head shakingly rested in Changmin neck his hands were in death grips on the back of Min's shirt his legs were pulled to the side only to have Changmin grab him and pulled Micky into his lap allowing Micky to have better access to him. Changmin ran his hands through Micky's hair as he rocked them both the other hand circled around Micky's back as he whispered reassuring words into Micky's ear.
"I'm taking you home, ok"
Micky didn't answer he just clung tighter onto Min one hand snaked into Changmin's hair pulling lightly to give Min the idea to move, Changmin placed a hand on the floor uncurling his legs as his other hand stayed under Micky's ass as he pushed up off the floor taking Micky up in his lap as Changmin rose Micky uncurled his legs until they were both standing, Micky pushed away from Changmin enough to look over at Mirrah and smiled letting her know it was ok, she returned the smile and opened the office door.
"Please take me home Min-ah.. please! I don't wanna be here."
The drive home was long and it took all of Micky's strength not to reach over and curl into Changmin who was driving, his hands shook and his mind kept replaying that dark shadow over and over again placing Junsu's face on it every time, He shook his head trying to erase the thought and emotions. He felt like throwing up and his head pounded his body craved comfort and his head wanted alcohol to drown out anything and everything at that time his leg began to twitch trying to control his emotions he looked over once at Changmin then again he shakingly reached over to place a hand on Min's thigh just so he had something to distract him, Changmin smiled taking Micky's hand in his pulling it up to his lips and kissing it softly.
……………..
Changmin undressed Micky who stood there completely motionless only moving when Min motioned him to, Min pulled back the blankets of Micky's bed and ushered him into it pulling the covers back over tucking Micky in. Changmin tenderly brushed hair from Micky's face as he lent down kissing Micky's forehead as he turned to his side pulling Min's arm around his waist silently motioning Min to curl up behind him, Changmin kissed the back of Micky's head as he pulled Micky closer to his body.
"Changmin make me love him less, My heart can't take it anymore."
"I'm here for you, now please try and sleep. I promise I'll be here when you wake up."
Micky turned his face to meet Changmin's eyes as he smiled a little relaxing into Min's body his mind wanted to fight the sleep that was creeping up on him, his heart wanted to fight the feeling that fluffily silly feeling that left him light headed, how could someone he just meet be such a good thing, did he dare to admit he cared for Min, hell did he dare to admit to the love that was filling his heart, Micky just smiled as the words of promise echoed into his over sensitive body as he drifted into a light sleep.
"I'll protect you Micky, I promise I won't leave you."