When memories became real again.. (4th chapter)
Title: When memories became real again.. [4th chapter of Drinking leads to better understanding]
Pairings: YooMin
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Smut.. Angst.. Loss & understanding....
Genre: Smut..
A/N: How can one little red bottle of lube bring the past back to the present.....?
Gotta love 3am brain waves.. ♡
Love doesn't know any better…
why is it every time I turn around I see you, you're like that annoying fat kid that hangs around the park waiting for the ice-cream truck…..
Micky tangled his fingers with Min's walking backwards pulling Changmin as he did, he walked until his legs hit the edge of the bed, Min smirked helping Micky to the bed. His left arm snaked under Micky's neck the other grabbed at Micky's hip, Micky's hands slid around slender hips pulling their waists together Min rocked slowly as their lips connected slow mewling kisses taking their time Micky's hands found a place in Min's hair the other clutching the nape of Min's neck keeping him at a good spot for Micky's tongue to search his body.
Temptation was ripping through the air neither could tear their eyes off each other as searching hands slid under boxers Min moaned sitting up on Micky's lap letting Micky take his cock from his boxers & erratically stroke him, Min threw his head back as heat from his cock mixed with the heat from Micky's fast pumps his mind went cloudy as white dots flew past his eyes even when he shut them they continued to tease his senses.
Changmin subconsciously pumped his hips in rhythm of the hand on him, his own hands touching his body as a third hand joined his, swirling fingers from hip to bellybutton to his nipples twisting & caressing until both were deep red. Micky shifted until he was now sitting up his back leaning lazily on the headboard tugging Min until he was back on his lap. Micky took in the beauty of the mess of pleasure on his lap his cock twitched as he watched Changmin's muscles spasm, his mouth curl as Micky hit tender spots on his cock, licking his lips through rough short breathes.
Echoes of whimpering uncontrollable lust hit walls as Min threw his head back again mouth open hands on Micky's shoulders he was close to coming his body pulsed & tingled sweat laced his body building then single droplets ran down his shoulders settling in dips of muscle around random ares of his body, his eyes crushed shut as his pleasure built his mind completely blank except for the image of Micky below him taking his orgasm in his own teasing hands. Micky twisted his fingers as he pumped back down over Min's large cock his mind raced at the thought of taking that in him reaching deep inside him pulling every emotional moment from him letting Changmin pump hard and fast slapping skin as they both rocked for a pleasurable release. He licked his lips.
Sweat dripped from Min's forehead as he slumped forward resting his head on Micky's shoulder combining their sweat it ran down a goose bump covered peck Min followed it down until it reached Micky's over sensitive nipple, Min lent forward licking the droplet from Micky's nipple, a scream became a mewl as the hand on Min's cock tightened tugging until Min came over Micky's stomach & hand. They both sighed.
Fingers softly pulled hair from Changmin's face as Micky closed in for a kiss his tongue slowly teasing as Micky bite lightly on Min's bottom lip.
"I hope you're not spent yet? Cause I do want that beautiful big mass of cock in me.... Fucking me until I can't think straight!!"
Changmin rose a little smirking he nodded as he lent in biting hard on Micky's collar bone his hand cupping the other side of Micky's neck as he lapped leaving purple marks on Micky's neck before fingers pulled Micky's hair dragging his head back allowing better spots to tease.
"I should get off you so you can bow before me.. I do wanna see you become a babbling mess from my cock slamming into that fine arse of yours.. Fucking you harder.... And.. Hard..er!!!!"
Changmin licked his lips as the last words slipped from them he slinked off Micky tugging his boxers off as he began stroking his already hardening cock. Micky was transfixed with the motion of Min's hand slinking over his cock his shook his head as he reached for the side table pulling a red bottle of lube from the top draw whimpering at the thought of when he last used the bottle, Min saw the look of pain spring across Micky's face as he stopped his hand.
"Micky you ok? We don't have to do this?"
"n…….. no.. It's just.. I.. umm.. what no it's ok just lost my train of thought."
Changmin lent over the edge of the bed running his slender fingers over Micky's chin turning his face to his their eyes meet for a second before Micky broke contact, Min leaned closer placing small kisses on Micky's cheek tucking stray hair behind his ear.
"wanna talk about it? may help…"
Micky nodded but didn't say a word, he took deeper breathes to stop the tears from forming his hands shook as the memories of past events came back. Changmin pulled Micky forward enough to wedge himself between him and the headboard pulling Micky back so that his back fell softly on Min's chest his arms wrapping protectively around Micky's chest and waist his thumb rubbing up & down in a comforting way allowing Micky to speak when he was calmer.
"I loved him Min-ah I did.. Every thing about him turned my stomach into butterflies.. I couldn't think straight when he was around even if he wasn't my mind would still tease me with him."
"what happened? you break up?"
"no… not exactly.. he got a letter you know the ones you get saying that the person has been enlisted.. yeah.. He nearly died when he opened the letter, I got home and found him sobbing in the shower curled up into a ball. my whole world fell apart that day."
Changmin went silent as he listened to the harsh breathing of Micky, his mind went blank. How long had he been dealing with this, when did it happen, what happened and why couldn't he think of a decent thing to say to help Micky.
"I'm here Micky.."
Was all Changmin could say to a pale looking Micky before long salty tears fell from his eyes, Min pulled Micky into a tighter hug as he rocked them both trying to calm the shaking, calm the tears, calm the feelings of loss and love that was building in the Man beneath him. Min placed kisses in Micky's hair and whispered reassuring words in his ear until he was sure Micky had fallen into a light sleep filled with muscle twitches and light whimpering of sounds that were meant to be words.
"NO.. no.. Junsu..."
Pairings: YooMin
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Smut.. Angst.. Loss & understanding....
Genre: Smut..
A/N: How can one little red bottle of lube bring the past back to the present.....?
Gotta love 3am brain waves.. ♡
Love doesn't know any better…
why is it every time I turn around I see you, you're like that annoying fat kid that hangs around the park waiting for the ice-cream truck…..
Micky tangled his fingers with Min's walking backwards pulling Changmin as he did, he walked until his legs hit the edge of the bed, Min smirked helping Micky to the bed. His left arm snaked under Micky's neck the other grabbed at Micky's hip, Micky's hands slid around slender hips pulling their waists together Min rocked slowly as their lips connected slow mewling kisses taking their time Micky's hands found a place in Min's hair the other clutching the nape of Min's neck keeping him at a good spot for Micky's tongue to search his body.
Temptation was ripping through the air neither could tear their eyes off each other as searching hands slid under boxers Min moaned sitting up on Micky's lap letting Micky take his cock from his boxers & erratically stroke him, Min threw his head back as heat from his cock mixed with the heat from Micky's fast pumps his mind went cloudy as white dots flew past his eyes even when he shut them they continued to tease his senses.
Changmin subconsciously pumped his hips in rhythm of the hand on him, his own hands touching his body as a third hand joined his, swirling fingers from hip to bellybutton to his nipples twisting & caressing until both were deep red. Micky shifted until he was now sitting up his back leaning lazily on the headboard tugging Min until he was back on his lap. Micky took in the beauty of the mess of pleasure on his lap his cock twitched as he watched Changmin's muscles spasm, his mouth curl as Micky hit tender spots on his cock, licking his lips through rough short breathes.
Echoes of whimpering uncontrollable lust hit walls as Min threw his head back again mouth open hands on Micky's shoulders he was close to coming his body pulsed & tingled sweat laced his body building then single droplets ran down his shoulders settling in dips of muscle around random ares of his body, his eyes crushed shut as his pleasure built his mind completely blank except for the image of Micky below him taking his orgasm in his own teasing hands. Micky twisted his fingers as he pumped back down over Min's large cock his mind raced at the thought of taking that in him reaching deep inside him pulling every emotional moment from him letting Changmin pump hard and fast slapping skin as they both rocked for a pleasurable release. He licked his lips.
Sweat dripped from Min's forehead as he slumped forward resting his head on Micky's shoulder combining their sweat it ran down a goose bump covered peck Min followed it down until it reached Micky's over sensitive nipple, Min lent forward licking the droplet from Micky's nipple, a scream became a mewl as the hand on Min's cock tightened tugging until Min came over Micky's stomach & hand. They both sighed.
Fingers softly pulled hair from Changmin's face as Micky closed in for a kiss his tongue slowly teasing as Micky bite lightly on Min's bottom lip.
"I hope you're not spent yet? Cause I do want that beautiful big mass of cock in me.... Fucking me until I can't think straight!!"
Changmin rose a little smirking he nodded as he lent in biting hard on Micky's collar bone his hand cupping the other side of Micky's neck as he lapped leaving purple marks on Micky's neck before fingers pulled Micky's hair dragging his head back allowing better spots to tease.
"I should get off you so you can bow before me.. I do wanna see you become a babbling mess from my cock slamming into that fine arse of yours.. Fucking you harder.... And.. Hard..er!!!!"
Changmin licked his lips as the last words slipped from them he slinked off Micky tugging his boxers off as he began stroking his already hardening cock. Micky was transfixed with the motion of Min's hand slinking over his cock his shook his head as he reached for the side table pulling a red bottle of lube from the top draw whimpering at the thought of when he last used the bottle, Min saw the look of pain spring across Micky's face as he stopped his hand.
"Micky you ok? We don't have to do this?"
"n…….. no.. It's just.. I.. umm.. what no it's ok just lost my train of thought."
Changmin lent over the edge of the bed running his slender fingers over Micky's chin turning his face to his their eyes meet for a second before Micky broke contact, Min leaned closer placing small kisses on Micky's cheek tucking stray hair behind his ear.
"wanna talk about it? may help…"
Micky nodded but didn't say a word, he took deeper breathes to stop the tears from forming his hands shook as the memories of past events came back. Changmin pulled Micky forward enough to wedge himself between him and the headboard pulling Micky back so that his back fell softly on Min's chest his arms wrapping protectively around Micky's chest and waist his thumb rubbing up & down in a comforting way allowing Micky to speak when he was calmer.
"I loved him Min-ah I did.. Every thing about him turned my stomach into butterflies.. I couldn't think straight when he was around even if he wasn't my mind would still tease me with him."
"what happened? you break up?"
"no… not exactly.. he got a letter you know the ones you get saying that the person has been enlisted.. yeah.. He nearly died when he opened the letter, I got home and found him sobbing in the shower curled up into a ball. my whole world fell apart that day."
Changmin went silent as he listened to the harsh breathing of Micky, his mind went blank. How long had he been dealing with this, when did it happen, what happened and why couldn't he think of a decent thing to say to help Micky.
"I'm here Micky.."
Was all Changmin could say to a pale looking Micky before long salty tears fell from his eyes, Min pulled Micky into a tighter hug as he rocked them both trying to calm the shaking, calm the tears, calm the feelings of loss and love that was building in the Man beneath him. Min placed kisses in Micky's hair and whispered reassuring words in his ear until he was sure Micky had fallen into a light sleep filled with muscle twitches and light whimpering of sounds that were meant to be words.
"NO.. no.. Junsu..."