lost in california

Feb 21, 2014 22:32

soooo.....

I'm in California after traveling 4 months in my car across the country (I'm from VA). Only problem is, I'm at my final destination and I have no money or means to stay here.
My chronic illness is acting up again and things in general just seem to be not "clicking" for me.
O God I don't want to go back home to freezing cold Virginia. God?
It's like, I'm praising Him and he's awesome, right? RIGHT! Cuz circumstances don't matter, silly. Not in the way that they can redefine God's goodness. He's always good!! ;D
But shit do I not feeeel it because right now I'm in either a waiting period (for some miracle), a failing period (I gave it a shot but it wasn't enough), or some other period I do not have a name for. It's all a learning period, for sure!

So yeah who knows what this week will look like? Shit, I sure don't.

Why all this way
Why all this time
Why all this hope
If I can't fly?

Peace out sugar sprouts! <3

end of the line, hope, help, broke, california

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