I'll hold back my many tears that would spill out and aim for tomorrow
yep, recently has been wierd, i hung out with matt on 2 days.... and on another day i hung out with mallory and kelley... it was cool, except now i have a challenge at supersmash bros.. and they use my character, but the evil version!!!!!(marth, i use white, he uses black) yep, i am still superior but he gives me something to worry about... and also hanging out with mallory kelley and matt was cool, but getting rootbeer all over me sucked... they stopped over, then matt did, then we threw bottles at eachother, then matt and i played baseball with a stick and a bottle, it was cool, then we walked to the lloyds, yes the....... and afterwards i threw a pop in the air and hit it with my stick, and it sprayed and exploded everywherre, i didnt mean to do it, but it happened, it got all over my arm... that was in front of the library, then later we where walking to my house and i hit some rootbeer, and it exploded all over my hair and face!!!!!! it made me upset, it was all in my mouth and on my face and all over!!! yep, then matt and i went to my house played some GCN and stuff....
and today it was even worse, i had to go to some gradutation party for someone i dont know, i was there for like 5 or more hours!!!!! then while i was there some girls came up to me and started to talk to me....
i realized right when they came up to me they only did because they thought i was attractive or something stupid like that...they kept asking me stupid questions like...
1. are you a skater?
2. do you have out with skaters?
3. have you ever smoked? weed?
4. have you ever drinked?
5. will you act like you are 21 and get us some beer?
6. what magazines do you read?(then they named one and said oh it has hot girls in it, i said why should that matter at all, and... then)
7. do you like guys?
8. are you depressed?
9. are you happy?
1 y0. do you like to go ou partying? you would have so much fun..
the rest of the questions where stupid like, where do you live, what do you do, do you play sport, what do you do for fun? stuff like that...
then when i answered them... they called me normal, but i guess "normal" to them means ultra boring and useless in life, and stuff like that... they left for a minute to cake and said they would come back, but they never did, but i dont really care, people like that make me mad!!!! they only care about looks and being cool! they are so stupid and shallow!!! only if everyone like that would die, but then how many people would really be left??? not many... at all....
yep.. now i am bored, kelley was on, but she left.....
i am so confused, lately i dont know what to do or think...
i learned also (besides from how pointless and boring and useless i am) i like greenday, i never realized before who they really where( i am not good at names of music and songs), but i recognised the songs(they played a greenday cd for a while at the party), then i thought.. wait this is greenday!, then i looked over at the cd when no one was there, and it was greenday... i guess i only like some of there songs only because i dont know any of them really(that i know is them), but maybe when i hear more, i will like it? i know of basket case, and kelley said she would make me some cds.... yep
i have another song that no one has heard of ever, except gary and i, yep we are weird like that...
"warriors"
In the wavering facade, our wish is eternally endless
To live unnoticed, I deserted a happiness
That was relying with pretense on and dancing to what was merely an illusion
At the edge of my sight with my eyes closed, I was searching for your smiling face
We embrace our dreams and run through the wavering facade, that's right
This thought that I've kept shut in my chest since some other day, I'll grip it once more now
Warriors who finished fighting flocked together tonight
How many times do we overcome, will we find the answer?
Continuing across the distant sky, a dream we can't see all the way through is weeping
In the wavering facade, our wish is eternally endless, that's right
I'll hold back my many tears that would spill out and aim for tomorrow
What I didn't say in the days before, I want to present it to you today
While still being guided by the wavering facade, let's run through
That's right, this thought that I've kept shut in my chest since some other day, I'll grip it once more now
In the blinding times, surely we will go and walk from now on, too...will we?
yep that is another japanese song, but i guess i like them... heh heh, maybe i will have another let me see.. oh yeah!
this is what the subtitles say for the song "warriors"
"warriors" short subtitle version #1( there are like 3 subtitle versions, japanese suck at making english subtitles on dvds...)
we threw away happiness for survival not long ago
we only lean on false to live
it's only an illusion
close you eyes
i look for your smiling face
along the verge of vision
to the image that shaking
yes, we run forwards carrying our dreams
some day the thought deep at heart
now i hold it again
whoa those are completely different... man japanese suck at making english subtitles.....
i have more songs but i will save them for later...
quote/ thing of the day
Oda(jinzo):Go! Injection Angel Lily! its' time for a check up for seto kaiba!
Lily: Time for the injection!!!!
Oda: I will have an overpowering victory!!!!!!!
yep i am really wierd, i guess i have nothing left to say.. maybe i will talk to someone later, and if i think of any more things to say i will update again sometime, but right now i dont feel like it, i am very confused, angry, upset, and depressed with life. but dont worry everything will be okay for sure!
sayonara for now!!!!
and today it was even worse, i had to go to some gradutation party for someone i dont know, i was there for like 5 or more hours!!!!! then while i was there some girls came up to me and started to talk to me....
i realized right when they came up to me they only did because they thought i was attractive or something stupid like that...they kept asking me stupid questions like...
1. are you a skater?
2. do you have out with skaters?
3. have you ever smoked? weed?
4. have you ever drinked?
5. will you act like you are 21 and get us some beer?
6. what magazines do you read?(then they named one and said oh it has hot girls in it, i said why should that matter at all, and... then)
7. do you like guys?
8. are you depressed?
9. are you happy?
1 y0. do you like to go ou partying? you would have so much fun..
the rest of the questions where stupid like, where do you live, what do you do, do you play sport, what do you do for fun? stuff like that...
then when i answered them... they called me normal, but i guess "normal" to them means ultra boring and useless in life, and stuff like that... they left for a minute to cake and said they would come back, but they never did, but i dont really care, people like that make me mad!!!! they only care about looks and being cool! they are so stupid and shallow!!! only if everyone like that would die, but then how many people would really be left??? not many... at all....
yep.. now i am bored, kelley was on, but she left.....
i am so confused, lately i dont know what to do or think...
i learned also (besides from how pointless and boring and useless i am) i like greenday, i never realized before who they really where( i am not good at names of music and songs), but i recognised the songs(they played a greenday cd for a while at the party), then i thought.. wait this is greenday!, then i looked over at the cd when no one was there, and it was greenday... i guess i only like some of there songs only because i dont know any of them really(that i know is them), but maybe when i hear more, i will like it? i know of basket case, and kelley said she would make me some cds.... yep
i have another song that no one has heard of ever, except gary and i, yep we are weird like that...
"warriors"
In the wavering facade, our wish is eternally endless
To live unnoticed, I deserted a happiness
That was relying with pretense on and dancing to what was merely an illusion
At the edge of my sight with my eyes closed, I was searching for your smiling face
We embrace our dreams and run through the wavering facade, that's right
This thought that I've kept shut in my chest since some other day, I'll grip it once more now
Warriors who finished fighting flocked together tonight
How many times do we overcome, will we find the answer?
Continuing across the distant sky, a dream we can't see all the way through is weeping
In the wavering facade, our wish is eternally endless, that's right
I'll hold back my many tears that would spill out and aim for tomorrow
What I didn't say in the days before, I want to present it to you today
While still being guided by the wavering facade, let's run through
That's right, this thought that I've kept shut in my chest since some other day, I'll grip it once more now
In the blinding times, surely we will go and walk from now on, too...will we?
yep that is another japanese song, but i guess i like them... heh heh, maybe i will have another let me see.. oh yeah!
this is what the subtitles say for the song "warriors"
"warriors" short subtitle version #1( there are like 3 subtitle versions, japanese suck at making english subtitles on dvds...)
we threw away happiness for survival not long ago
we only lean on false to live
it's only an illusion
close you eyes
i look for your smiling face
along the verge of vision
to the image that shaking
yes, we run forwards carrying our dreams
some day the thought deep at heart
now i hold it again
whoa those are completely different... man japanese suck at making english subtitles.....
i have more songs but i will save them for later...
quote/ thing of the day
Oda(jinzo):Go! Injection Angel Lily! its' time for a check up for seto kaiba!
Lily: Time for the injection!!!!
Oda: I will have an overpowering victory!!!!!!!
yep i am really wierd, i guess i have nothing left to say.. maybe i will talk to someone later, and if i think of any more things to say i will update again sometime, but right now i dont feel like it, i am very confused, angry, upset, and depressed with life. but dont worry everything will be okay for sure!
sayonara for now!!!!