What a bunch of fuckin bullshit...
Okay so this is the first time in a while that I've actually had an emotional hangover from what I refer to as "the substance." Anyway, today was supposed to be a pretty fun day. Was supposed to have over my aunt & uncle with their kids, and a couple other families that are friends with my parents that I don't really mind, and Laine. Go figure we find out that only my aunt & uncle are coming now and possibly Graham and his family (they still haven't shown up). About 30 minutes ago Laine called me and told me that she can't come because she has to go to her sisters barn for some random reason, then going shopping. Great, just great.
Seems like nothing but disappointment lately, like last night her parents weren't supposed to be home so it was going to be totally chill. Had my hopes up for that all week but they decided to stay home. Today I figured I might able to spend a little bit of time alone with her or at least get to see her in a somewhat sober state and make the day better. Guess not. I'm not complaining about my life and how depressed I am, it's just been a bit disappointing lately and its worse due to the hangover.
So now today my aunt, uncle and their little kids are here. No clue who else is showing up but perspective for the rest of the day: bored out of my fuckin mind. Shittay.
Seems like nothing but disappointment lately, like last night her parents weren't supposed to be home so it was going to be totally chill. Had my hopes up for that all week but they decided to stay home. Today I figured I might able to spend a little bit of time alone with her or at least get to see her in a somewhat sober state and make the day better. Guess not. I'm not complaining about my life and how depressed I am, it's just been a bit disappointing lately and its worse due to the hangover.
So now today my aunt, uncle and their little kids are here. No clue who else is showing up but perspective for the rest of the day: bored out of my fuckin mind. Shittay.