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here it is 932 in the morning and im still drunk from last night. im kinda feeling that odd emptiness, i think i grew up too fast. im finding myself more compasionate. i dont really even know, im trying to be as real as possible but im not sure how to put it. i know its gonna sound lame but i just want to care for someone and have them care for me, but fuck waiting around. i dont know, i'll give michigan a couple more years then im out to make something of myself, i've fucked around enough. i feel really weird, i think i just need someone to be passionate about, i would be damn good to them too.
damn thats the longest eljay blurb ever, i think it may be the last
damn thats the longest eljay blurb ever, i think it may be the last