long ass time
Hello livejournal world. Its been almost a freakin year!
~Anyway So I'm a sophmore in college. That just seems crazy to me. I have gone through so much in the past 3 years. I'm so much stronger for it though.
Lets see.. My big man is now 2 years and 1 1/2 months. His birthday went really well, he got so much stuff and so many people came.
~School started and my classes have never been so difficult. I'm getting through it though. The hardest part right now is the lack of sleep. On a Good night Cody gose to bed at 8, gets up 2 times in the middle of the night and gets up at like 6:30. I'm so exhausted all the time, its really hard retain any information in school.
~I'm doing ok. Stressing about getting through school. I'm going to transfer to Seattle U next year. I talked with the addmissions lady and she said that I should 100% be accepted becuase I am so deterimed to get through school and provide a great future for Cody. Its not everyday that a 18year old mom of a 2 year old is in her 2nd year of college!! So yeah I'm excited about the move. We are moving to Vashon Island!!!
Also an update on Kai and I. He is completely out of our lives. It's better for Cody that way. Kai was never going to start actully being a father, he didnt understand what being a father meant. Which is not 100% his fault but he should have done things so differently then he did. I will admitt that I kind of miss him being in our lives but he has hurt me so much for so long that I dont think I could ever be around him without being sad, or crying. I miss the person Kai was before I got pregnant. Honestly I keep thinking about all of our memoires before the pregnancy and I miss that. These memories are killing me becuase we were so happy and did so much together and now we can't even look at each other. Our memories make me cry and I hate that, I hate that I still care so much about him and our memories when he clearly doesnt give a damn about Cody and I. It all just hurts, we use to be so close and I miss that. Life goes on though. I have put Kai in my past because he will never come around and be the father that Cody needs.
Anyway Thanks for reading.. Ta Ta for now!
~Anyway So I'm a sophmore in college. That just seems crazy to me. I have gone through so much in the past 3 years. I'm so much stronger for it though.
Lets see.. My big man is now 2 years and 1 1/2 months. His birthday went really well, he got so much stuff and so many people came.
~School started and my classes have never been so difficult. I'm getting through it though. The hardest part right now is the lack of sleep. On a Good night Cody gose to bed at 8, gets up 2 times in the middle of the night and gets up at like 6:30. I'm so exhausted all the time, its really hard retain any information in school.
~I'm doing ok. Stressing about getting through school. I'm going to transfer to Seattle U next year. I talked with the addmissions lady and she said that I should 100% be accepted becuase I am so deterimed to get through school and provide a great future for Cody. Its not everyday that a 18year old mom of a 2 year old is in her 2nd year of college!! So yeah I'm excited about the move. We are moving to Vashon Island!!!
Also an update on Kai and I. He is completely out of our lives. It's better for Cody that way. Kai was never going to start actully being a father, he didnt understand what being a father meant. Which is not 100% his fault but he should have done things so differently then he did. I will admitt that I kind of miss him being in our lives but he has hurt me so much for so long that I dont think I could ever be around him without being sad, or crying. I miss the person Kai was before I got pregnant. Honestly I keep thinking about all of our memoires before the pregnancy and I miss that. These memories are killing me becuase we were so happy and did so much together and now we can't even look at each other. Our memories make me cry and I hate that, I hate that I still care so much about him and our memories when he clearly doesnt give a damn about Cody and I. It all just hurts, we use to be so close and I miss that. Life goes on though. I have put Kai in my past because he will never come around and be the father that Cody needs.
Anyway Thanks for reading.. Ta Ta for now!