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Well, here is it, the much awaited update, and I don't think even I'm going to enjoy it, but I need to get this off my chest for a little peace of mind. I can't seem to get any breaks when it comes to housing. I can't find the right place at the right price with the right people. And I'm not going to lie, I'm sick to death of moving every 6 months. If I have to pack up all my belongings and cart them to another ramshackle tenements I think I might go bonkers. Everything was good until Ashley got here, Amy was clean, polite, reliable, friendly, and then Ashley got here and things have been going down hill ever since. I have to say, despite my claims of intelligence I must be the dumbest bastard alive because I keep finding these horrible people to live with. Its not like she's as bad as Justin personally, shes much neater, and doesn't scare my friends. But MY FUCKING GOD she is lazy! How can someone sit there and watch soaps and play video games all day and then come evening, after I've worked all day, and still give me attitude about me wanting to play my 360? I'm not going to go into everything....you know what, fuck it, I've got time, I will go into everything!
To any persons who take offense to this, I'd like to apologize, but it wouldn't be sincere. People, the world doe not OWE you ANYTHING. There is no free ride, no shortcuts in life. The path to success is through labour and hard work and anyone who tries to convince you otherwise is either a retarded monkey or trying to sell you something. The government does not exist to keep you out of poverty, it exists to keep order. And sponging on the system disrupts that order, its not fair to the people who actually try, the people on welfare who really really want to do something with themselves. So get your fat ass off my couch and get out the door! Do something useful and quit making me feel like an idiot for going off to work everyday and trying to do something when I could just be sitting here wasting my life.
Oh and I'm going to put this out to the few who still read, just to see who might chime in. I know most of my friends have furry little creatures, we all love them. But I don't think chronic welfare bums should be allowed to have pets, its not fair to the animal. Case in point, last night I noticed that the cats had no food in the bowl and the bag was empty. It's ashley's turn to buy the food, which I politely remind her, and she simply tells me she doesn't have the money right now. You know what? Thats fucking cruel, if I hadn't been here to pick up her slack, her cats would have gone probably a week without food. Meanwhile I noticed that she did happen to have the money to buy a pack of smokes. How fucking selfish and stupid do you have to be in order to buy yourself a box of cancer sticks, but not leave anything leftover to feed your poor little cats, whom she claim are her 'best friends' and 'kept her sane. That is fucking hypocrisy in a nutshell. Now I understand that jobs are not always easy to find, however, I know no less than three people, two of which live down the hall, who got jobs within two weeks of hunting, Ashley has been on the pogie for 3 months now. So now I'm torn, sooooo fucking torn. Because the lease is up at the end of june, which means that while were month to month after that, I still have to give 60 days notice before I can get out. So, do try moving again, which as mention before makes me crazy....or do I stay and try to find roommates for the end of July, and try to kick Ashley out? Honestly I like the second option better, but it might not be feasible, and I don't really wanna get fucked over if ashley decides to stop paying rent. Argh....dilemmas dilemmas.
Other than that whole shit pile, everything else is peachy. Work is good, is a bit dull and tiring. But the pay is good and I like it much better than anything else I've found yet. Lucky me I'm not in school right now, which takes a big weight off my shoulders. And I've been dating Jenn for a few weeks now, which is acutally going very well. I was initially hesitant about the whole thing, but shes been a sweetheart so far. I just have really really been trying to avoid what I ran into before with Stephanie...clingy, over-emotional, it turned me off to dating for a good couple months for sure. But yeah, nice girl, but not too nice, shes definitely my type, at least thats the feeling I'm getting, so yeah, keeping my fingers crossed for that for sure. I think I'm getting better at guitar, I notice I can play some harder stuff than I'm used to and my ear is getting better at defining tone and rhythms, not that is the most important thing in my life, but I'm always striving to do better in that respect.
I'm trying soemthing out that I'm hoping my improve my health. Drinking water. Now I know this might seem obvious to some, but honestly I know I'm not getting enough, on a good day I might drink a litre and a half of unflavoured water. Now I used this little thing called a hydration calculator and according to it I need rought 115 ounces of water per days.....thats like 8 fuck litres. I don't know how someone like me is supposed to drink that much, but I've definitely been drinking a lot more of it over the past day. Apparently for the first few days it sucks because my body needs to get used to be deluged with water, but after that it could have serious ramifications, weight loss, appetite reduction, increase in energy, a whole lot of good hoo doo pretty much. So yeah I'm going to give it a try for a couple of weeks and see how the result are. To be honest I've never been a huge fan of water, but considering it biologically, the amount of salty food I eat and the lack of water could kill me, so, its really comes down to cake or death.....err water or death! The choice is clear...cold and clean. So yes, the wonders of the internet once again. Anyways, I think thats enough angry ranting for one day. Until I reach the boiling point again.
To any persons who take offense to this, I'd like to apologize, but it wouldn't be sincere. People, the world doe not OWE you ANYTHING. There is no free ride, no shortcuts in life. The path to success is through labour and hard work and anyone who tries to convince you otherwise is either a retarded monkey or trying to sell you something. The government does not exist to keep you out of poverty, it exists to keep order. And sponging on the system disrupts that order, its not fair to the people who actually try, the people on welfare who really really want to do something with themselves. So get your fat ass off my couch and get out the door! Do something useful and quit making me feel like an idiot for going off to work everyday and trying to do something when I could just be sitting here wasting my life.
Oh and I'm going to put this out to the few who still read, just to see who might chime in. I know most of my friends have furry little creatures, we all love them. But I don't think chronic welfare bums should be allowed to have pets, its not fair to the animal. Case in point, last night I noticed that the cats had no food in the bowl and the bag was empty. It's ashley's turn to buy the food, which I politely remind her, and she simply tells me she doesn't have the money right now. You know what? Thats fucking cruel, if I hadn't been here to pick up her slack, her cats would have gone probably a week without food. Meanwhile I noticed that she did happen to have the money to buy a pack of smokes. How fucking selfish and stupid do you have to be in order to buy yourself a box of cancer sticks, but not leave anything leftover to feed your poor little cats, whom she claim are her 'best friends' and 'kept her sane. That is fucking hypocrisy in a nutshell. Now I understand that jobs are not always easy to find, however, I know no less than three people, two of which live down the hall, who got jobs within two weeks of hunting, Ashley has been on the pogie for 3 months now. So now I'm torn, sooooo fucking torn. Because the lease is up at the end of june, which means that while were month to month after that, I still have to give 60 days notice before I can get out. So, do try moving again, which as mention before makes me crazy....or do I stay and try to find roommates for the end of July, and try to kick Ashley out? Honestly I like the second option better, but it might not be feasible, and I don't really wanna get fucked over if ashley decides to stop paying rent. Argh....dilemmas dilemmas.
Other than that whole shit pile, everything else is peachy. Work is good, is a bit dull and tiring. But the pay is good and I like it much better than anything else I've found yet. Lucky me I'm not in school right now, which takes a big weight off my shoulders. And I've been dating Jenn for a few weeks now, which is acutally going very well. I was initially hesitant about the whole thing, but shes been a sweetheart so far. I just have really really been trying to avoid what I ran into before with Stephanie...clingy, over-emotional, it turned me off to dating for a good couple months for sure. But yeah, nice girl, but not too nice, shes definitely my type, at least thats the feeling I'm getting, so yeah, keeping my fingers crossed for that for sure. I think I'm getting better at guitar, I notice I can play some harder stuff than I'm used to and my ear is getting better at defining tone and rhythms, not that is the most important thing in my life, but I'm always striving to do better in that respect.
I'm trying soemthing out that I'm hoping my improve my health. Drinking water. Now I know this might seem obvious to some, but honestly I know I'm not getting enough, on a good day I might drink a litre and a half of unflavoured water. Now I used this little thing called a hydration calculator and according to it I need rought 115 ounces of water per days.....thats like 8 fuck litres. I don't know how someone like me is supposed to drink that much, but I've definitely been drinking a lot more of it over the past day. Apparently for the first few days it sucks because my body needs to get used to be deluged with water, but after that it could have serious ramifications, weight loss, appetite reduction, increase in energy, a whole lot of good hoo doo pretty much. So yeah I'm going to give it a try for a couple of weeks and see how the result are. To be honest I've never been a huge fan of water, but considering it biologically, the amount of salty food I eat and the lack of water could kill me, so, its really comes down to cake or death.....err water or death! The choice is clear...cold and clean. So yes, the wonders of the internet once again. Anyways, I think thats enough angry ranting for one day. Until I reach the boiling point again.